― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:38 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:39 (nineteen years ago) link
please no brits with tales of shaggy haired bassists or whatever.
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:41 (nineteen years ago) link
― the surface noise (slight return) (electricsound), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:44 (nineteen years ago) link
― the surface noise (slight return) (electricsound), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:45 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:47 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:50 (nineteen years ago) link
she wears ascots
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:51 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:52 (nineteen years ago) link
scarves
but i like typing "ascots"
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:53 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:54 (nineteen years ago) link
This key point has not changed for me much since high school, sadly.
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:56 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:56 (nineteen years ago) link
p.s. no i'm not
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:57 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:58 (nineteen years ago) link
― gaz (gaz), Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:59 (nineteen years ago) link
― LC, Sunday, 3 October 2004 06:59 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:00 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:01 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:02 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:03 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:05 (nineteen years ago) link
*i am not actually convinced i am an ogre, but i am convince that others think me an ogre.
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:06 (nineteen years ago) link
i am amazed at her smartness.
this is significant, because i tend to think everyone is stupid and boring.
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:08 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:10 (nineteen years ago) link
seriously, relax, dude. This is why alcohol is the great social lubricant. It turns off your brain enough that you can do what needs to be done. Be a teenager! For initiating sexy activity, this is not a bad plan.
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:11 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:12 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:14 (nineteen years ago) link
― jaymc (jaymc), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:16 (nineteen years ago) link
― jaymc (jaymc), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:17 (nineteen years ago) link
It made me feel about a million times smarter, and happier to boot.
― Laura E (laurae55), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:18 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:18 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:19 (nineteen years ago) link
otm
― gaz (gaz), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:19 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:20 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:21 (nineteen years ago) link
― jaymc (jaymc), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:21 (nineteen years ago) link
― gaz (gaz), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:21 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:22 (nineteen years ago) link
thanks k3nan
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:23 (nineteen years ago) link
― gaz (gaz), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:24 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:25 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:25 (nineteen years ago) link
yeah, you must be unworthy of human contact, then.
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:27 (nineteen years ago) link
you do seem like a nice guy ams. am i wrong?
― gaz (gaz), Sunday, 3 October 2004 07:28 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:01 (nineteen years ago) link
― s1ocki (slutsky), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:03 (nineteen years ago) link
― s1ocki (slutsky), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:04 (nineteen years ago) link
i will be in 1taly with her (and her friend and other folks) so perhaps i can get her to have an espresso w/me on the sly
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:06 (nineteen years ago) link
― n/a (Nick A.), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:07 (nineteen years ago) link
― oops (Oops), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:07 (nineteen years ago) link
xpost
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:08 (nineteen years ago) link
but yes, i do think so. i think you have so much more to gain by going for it (and that comment you said she made seems to seal it for me)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:08 (nineteen years ago) link
― n/a (Nick A.), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:11 (nineteen years ago) link
― mark p (Mark P), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:15 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:17 (nineteen years ago) link
― mark p (Mark P), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:24 (nineteen years ago) link
i'm just marking time really
(i should be studying for gres)
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Monday, 4 October 2004 19:25 (nineteen years ago) link
― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:15 (nineteen years ago) link
― jaymc (jaymc), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:18 (nineteen years ago) link
― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:19 (nineteen years ago) link
By the way, thanks for the present. I need to give it a really good listen and get educated in soul music.
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:27 (nineteen years ago) link
― n/a (Nick A.), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:33 (nineteen years ago) link
Everybody wants somethin'.
I started the horny thread, BTW. It did quickly get taken over by Kate, tho.
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:55 (nineteen years ago) link
― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:57 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:59 (nineteen years ago) link
― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 4 October 2004 20:59 (nineteen years ago) link
― Gold Teeth II (kenan), Monday, 4 October 2004 21:07 (nineteen years ago) link
this is so OTM it's painful, but kind of a relief to discover I'm not the only one.
― Matt (Matt), Monday, 4 October 2004 21:11 (nineteen years ago) link
― Remy (x Jeremy), Monday, 4 October 2004 23:17 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 00:37 (nineteen years ago) link
― pfeffernuesse (Jody Beth Rosen), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 01:42 (nineteen years ago) link
I'm a lot less melodramatic than I used to be. After one breakup in high school, I vowed never to be in a relationship again. I think that lasted about a month. But anyway, there was that bit of time when I wrote horrible poems about never being able to find my soulmate my whole life, then dieing alone. You know, the usual.
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 12:55 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 16:58 (nineteen years ago) link
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:10 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:10 (nineteen years ago) link
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:11 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:13 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:14 (nineteen years ago) link
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:17 (nineteen years ago) link
― n/a (Nick A.), Tuesday, 5 October 2004 17:33 (nineteen years ago) link
Yeah, seriously, hstencil on the money. Two lonely people dealing with it in different ways.
I mean, what *should* I be doing? Lying around being all twee and whinging about how I'm too romantically incompetant to get a date or get over my broken heart? Does that really make me, or anyone else around me any happier? What actually gives me that kind of a serotonin kick that makes me get out of bed and take the razor from my fucking vein? Lying around living out Smiths lyrics and being neurotic, or looking at NME scenester pr0n? Guess which one works better for me.
I've wasted too much of my life being depressed and I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself. You know what? Yeah, my teens *were* a long time ago, and I don't have to be that person any more. Are you gonna wallow in your own self pity or are you going to transcend it? OK, so I have a bit of a strange way of transcending, (the path of excess leads to Willesdon) but you know, whatever works for you.
― the path of excess leads to Willesdon, Wednesday, 6 October 2004 09:39 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Wednesday, 6 October 2004 15:50 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 24 October 2004 17:07 (nineteen years ago) link
life is weird.
― amateur!!!st (amateurist), Sunday, 24 October 2004 17:08 (nineteen years ago) link
― RJG (RJG), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:27 (nineteen years ago) link
― Cathy (Cathy), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:29 (nineteen years ago) link
life is wonderful here.
― John (jdahlem), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:34 (nineteen years ago) link
― s1ocki (slutsky), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:35 (nineteen years ago) link
― joey lawrence, Monday, 25 October 2004 02:35 (nineteen years ago) link
― battlin' green eyeshades (Homosexual II), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:36 (nineteen years ago) link
― gem (trisk), Monday, 25 October 2004 02:38 (nineteen years ago) link
― amateur!!st, Tuesday, 2 November 2004 23:44 (nineteen years ago) link
now that i have a cd burner i can copy you guys some more stuff. like, lots, if you so desire. i have like 200 soul cds.
― amateur!!st, Tuesday, 2 November 2004 23:57 (nineteen years ago) link