antidepressants - s&d, CoD, evil bitches, cash cows and saviours of sanity

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I think the truth about Dan's relationship is now at least explained. As is Dan's being given a pedicure.

Ned Raggett, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

After hearing how women seem to go sexmad when a man allows them to put nail polish on him, that comment has lost the sting it might have had. *sits back smugly*

Dan Perry, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

SEXMAD??

Mike Hanle y, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I was never doubting your appeal, dear Dan! I just wondered if you and Joei were going Cartman's mom on us at the same time. ;-)

Ned Raggett, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

CLARITY!

Dude, I am so tired. Supposed to fo the final inspection of our condo today. I can barely keep my eyes open. I need caffeine (the only socially-acceptable upper).

Dan Perry, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

What about polka music?

Mike Hanle y, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Polka music is not socially acceptable!

Richard Tunnicliffe, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

What about thinking this thought "George W. Bush has control over the U.S. nuclear arsenal"

Mike Hanle y, Friday, 20 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

i have never taken anti-depressants, but many people i know who have, and have had bad experiences with things like prozac, tell me that st. john's wort is pretty good. i hope no-one thinks i'm a hippy now!

lady die, Sunday, 22 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Nah, you're not a hippy. But you're no mod.

Mike Hanley, Monday, 23 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

one month passes...
Does anyone know if antidepressants directly affect your creativity-- specifically Zoloft. I am an artist, and that is what I do for a living--and although I am not seriously depressed, I go through really shitty periods and have a lot of anxiety. I dont want it to affect my creativity though. I was on it for a short period some time ago, and I was not in business then, and I really do not remember if it affected that aspect of my life?? All I know is that I felt A LOT better. Any insight would be appreciated.

naomi, Tuesday, 28 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I found they did me - my ability to argue and rationalise wasn't affected (in fact it got better) but my ability to come up with fresh or interesting ideas, or respond creatively to artistic stimuli, was reduced I felt.

On the other hand I was and am a hobby writer, not a working writer, so I don't have the discipline of writing or creating daily anyway, which might well get you through.

Tom, Wednesday, 29 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Zoloft - problematic paradox for me, in that before taking it I couldn't even concentrate long enough to get an idea down in any useable form, so whatever inspirations I might've had were lost. See, I wish I could tell you if having creative thoughts is worth being homicidal/suicidal (Budgie alert!) ALL the time (and that was the problem, being at the mercy of my moods no matter what else was happening, which is really not a good way to survive on Earth) - and I would gladly say (albeit with imperfect hindsight, naturally) it IS worth it(mere survival not as important as achievement of potential, to my mind), but since I was drunk and punching windows all the time instead of RECORDING said thoughts, I don't KNOW if they were even any good...I hope this makes sense to somebody, sorry. (However, in the interests of truth, I should note that I only started completing and selling things on a regular basis after going on medication, so that might be your answer right there.)

dave q, Wednesday, 29 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Tom - when you say 'ability to RATIONALISE', do you use that word in a positive manner or a self-deprecating manner? I don't mean to be pedantic, but I think the distinction is important in a discussion about personality-altering chemicals.

dave q, Wednesday, 29 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I meant positively - think rationally. But the word I actually used - as in, make excuses for myself - applies too.

Tom, Wednesday, 29 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

two years pass...
my cat has just been prescribed Elavil. How can I use this to my recreational advantage? Is it worth popping one? He seems quite content at the moment.

kyle (akmonday), Tuesday, 4 May 2004 03:33 (twenty years ago) link

hmmm. . .isn't that a form of lithium? that's very strange. I do not think there is any recreational value to lithium.

Ask For Samantha (thatgirl), Tuesday, 4 May 2004 03:34 (twenty years ago) link

benzos, celexa

gwan dee yeo, Tuesday, 4 May 2004 12:13 (twenty years ago) link

you need to shoot up a hairball for any noticeable effect. Do not try to smoke your cat. Do not try to administer your cat as an enema. Be prepared for scratching, spitting and other signs of amorous interest.

queeng, Tuesday, 4 May 2004 13:16 (twenty years ago) link

What about thinking this thought "George W. Bush has control over the U.S. nuclear arsenal"

To this I can only say "GIMME THE ANTIDEPRESSANTS NOW."

j.lu (j.lu), Tuesday, 4 May 2004 13:30 (twenty years ago) link

I once loaded a bowl with a bit of cat poo. It was an accident. Don't ask.

Ask For Samantha (thatgirl), Tuesday, 4 May 2004 14:06 (twenty years ago) link

easily done

gwan dee yeo, Tuesday, 4 May 2004 14:14 (twenty years ago) link

one year passes...

I didn't notice that I was more 'creative' on them. If anything, they made it difficult to concentrate and read. I only noticed short-term effects with Celexa.

Schmitzi, Tuesday, 29 November 2005 19:50 (eighteen years ago) link

whatever happened to Geoff?

Miss Misery xox (MissMiseryTX), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 20:03 (eighteen years ago) link

St. John's wort is great for mild depression. Same with Kava Kava root for mild anxiety. Both are cheap and easily available without prescriptions. I had to stop taking them, in fact, because they made me too blase about various frustrations and disappointments. But they provided a great safety curtain behind which I was able to take shelter from the slings and arrows and repair earlier damage to my attitude. I should be a saleslady for the shit, damn.

Sunshine Superwoman, Tuesday, 29 November 2005 20:04 (eighteen years ago) link

who up in this bitch is on wellbutrin? reprazent.

Paunchy Stratego (kenan), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 20:05 (eighteen years ago) link

apparently kava kava will screw your liver up if you take it all the time so I don't, but the few times I have taken it (like, 40 drops in a cup of tea) it's been like being on xanax. so great. st.john's wort: couldn't tell if it worked or not.

kyle (akmonday), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 20:11 (eighteen years ago) link

I've been on Wellbutrin for about six years now. Compared to the other ADs I've been on I think it's kind of weak but I refuse to go on any others as I don't like the side effects.

About a month ago we added Lithium. Hopefully that will pick up any depression wellbutrin can't handle.

Miss Misery xox (MissMiseryTX), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 20:15 (eighteen years ago) link

i'm supposed to be on wellbutrin but i let my prescription run out. i know the doctor's going to crucify me for that next time i go.

surf punks from arizona (Jody Beth Rosen), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 23:31 (eighteen years ago) link

UGH Wellbutrin gave a friend of mine seizures after about 8 days, JUST when it had started doing some good. And he paid for it out of pocket, too. He keeled over in a shopping plaza and woke up being loaded into an ambulance...WITH NO INSURANCE.

Laurel (Laurel), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 23:37 (eighteen years ago) link

you are a bunch of depressed motherfuckers

cutty (mcutt), Tuesday, 29 November 2005 23:44 (eighteen years ago) link

who up in this bitch is on wellbutrin? reprazent.

*raises hand* 300 milligrams a day. No noticable side effects.

Christine 'Green Leafy Dragon' Indigo (cindigo), Wednesday, 30 November 2005 01:00 (eighteen years ago) link

hey miss misery and hail to all depression dope fiends
The Queen of Geoffness is alive and well and living in buttfucke, hopefully about to start a PhD on ethics, fundamentalisms and Foucault, Camus and Beckett. Proof positive Geoff needs his medication as he wouldn't be doing such a crazy topic if he wasn't on his medication. Now I'm on lithium, and 4 X 150 efexor xr - the fourth only added in early august but has made all the difference and in terms of headspace, sociability, outlook, it's the best I've been since Clinton and his dick were prowling the oval office. My liver and teeth aren't that well, but that's what you get when you start drinking and smoking one afternoon when yr 14 and don't stop until it's nine years later.
Thank you for asking about me though. I appreciate it. And you, how goes hte Misstress of Misery?

Queen Getting bi just fine, Wednesday, 30 November 2005 15:58 (eighteen years ago) link

I've been better Geoff but since my whole life has been a roller coaster I figure I should just keep my mouth shut and wait for the next hill.

I was on Effexor for a little while after a hospital stay two years ago. It worked incredibly well at pulling me from the deepest depths of depression. But I hated the "brain shivers" I got and became scared when I read that the dependency it could cause was dangerous for bipolars. Anyway I got off.

I wonder if the interweb has done me more damage in terms of "information" about my meds?

Miss Misery xox (MissMiseryTX), Wednesday, 30 November 2005 16:13 (eighteen years ago) link

two years pass...

Great thread.

Dom Passantino, Saturday, 26 April 2008 22:14 (sixteen years ago) link

I am so surprised I didn't post on it eh.

Abbott, Saturday, 26 April 2008 22:31 (sixteen years ago) link

three months pass...

Maybe Dom's revive should warn me off this thread, but hey.

It's been suggested that I go back on these. I'm a little reluctant, for various reasons, but I don't want to dismiss it outright if it's the best way forward. So I thought I'd bump this and see if anyone else had anything to say.

(more detail about the reasons may be forthcoming later, but I've typed out my epic rants and, well, tl;dr.)

a passing spacecadet, Monday, 28 July 2008 19:56 (fifteen years ago) link

i heard that the part of yr brain that makes serotonin atrophies because it's not being used anymore, if yr on antidepressants too long. so you come off them perma-depressed.

jeremy waters, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:31 (fifteen years ago) link

my cat has just been prescribed Elavil. How can I use this to my recreational advantage? Is it worth popping one? He seems quite content at the moment.
-- kyle (akmonday), Tuesday, May 4, 2004 3:33 AM (4 years ago) Bookmark Link

haa wtf?

bell_labs, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:36 (fifteen years ago) link

I think the best idea is to listen to your doctor and not to people on the internet. I understand that if you live somewhere where your doc might make money from your meds you might feel apprehensive, but they're still muvh more informed than us/you/i.

dowd, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:38 (fifteen years ago) link

HA, a true ilx question.

xp

kingfish, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:38 (fifteen years ago) link

i heard that the part of yr brain that makes serotonin atrophies because it's not being used anymore, if yr on antidepressants too long. so you come off them perma-depressed.

-- jeremy waters, Monday, July 28, 2008 8:31 PM (7 minutes ago) Bookmark Link

where did you hear this, it sounds like a bunch of bullshit.

bell_labs, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:40 (fifteen years ago) link

dowd OTM

Plus there are tons of internet wackies who will tell you that if you are even thinking of talking about SSRIs, you're a brainwashed bitch who needs more yoga and chakra realignment. Those people always get me mad butthurt.

Listen to your doctor and those that know you well & care about you IRL.

Abbott, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:40 (fifteen years ago) link

Also there is nothing wrong with being on any medication and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. Not that I's saying you should; once again, talk with a good doctor about this.

Abbott, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:41 (fifteen years ago) link

i think the real questions we need to be asking ourselves is how we can get our pets to score more drugs for us

bell_labs, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:42 (fifteen years ago) link

where did you hear this, it sounds like a bunch of bullshit.

-- bell_labs, Monday, July 28, 2008 9:40 PM

i can't remember. it's one theory as to why people have such a hard time coming off SSRI's.

jeremy waters, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:48 (fifteen years ago) link

My mom-in-law's dog was prescribed klonopin. Six ml a day! It kind of lead to her getting addicted to klonopin (sorry dog, no pills for you).

Abbott, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:50 (fifteen years ago) link

Normal human dose is one-two ml a day.

Abbott, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:50 (fifteen years ago) link

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well afaik there are very few studies about long-term antidepressant use and the research is far from being able to tell us anything like that.

i'd be really curious about seeing the results of actual studies , and it worries me that there aren't more. but when people say stuff like that i assume they got their information from a scientologist or something.

bell_labs, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:55 (fifteen years ago) link

maybe it is bullshit, i dunno. have to have a bit of a google.

what's the generally accepted view of why some people have such a hard time withdrawing, especially long-term users?

jeremy waters, Monday, 28 July 2008 20:59 (fifteen years ago) link

zoloft and i are currently friends with benefits, i also went to it as a rebound from my most recent breakup with lexapro

we're doing ok for now but navigating ltrs with antidepressants is really challenging, i just feel like a lot of them aren't able to make a long-term commitment

Kate (rushomancy), Wednesday, 15 April 2020 00:07 (four years ago) link

as mentioned previously lexapro was nice for a bit but became both emotionally and physically absent very quickly, oh well

k*r*n koltrane (Simon H.), Wednesday, 15 April 2020 00:10 (four years ago) link

time to find out if I get insomnia OR sleep like a log, I love brains

k*r*n koltrane (Simon H.), Wednesday, 15 April 2020 00:11 (four years ago) link

two years pass...

Anybody ever get a feeling like you've missed a pill but you haven't? A few times in the last couple of weeks I've had a low level spacey, zappy feeling, just like I'd missed a day really. Just wondering if this is a thing?

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 12:25 (one year ago) link

yes get that quite often, slightly wobbly in head. I got one of those pill dispensers with a different compartment for each day so that I can keep it straight (although other health problems contribute more to my day/time confusion)

( X '____' )/ (zappi), Saturday, 22 October 2022 13:19 (one year ago) link

I definitely took it this morning tho. I hear even a few hours can make a difference and tbh I may have a bug, can't tell what's physical and what's not at the moment

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 13:51 (one year ago) link

oh I meant that I got the dispenser so I can tell that I did take it that morning even though I'm feeling the wobble. it tends to go away by the next day though. do you get it lasting more than a day?

( X '____' )/ (zappi), Saturday, 22 October 2022 13:59 (one year ago) link

Nah, just happening on odd days, maybe for a few hours

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 14:16 (one year ago) link

I could use a dispenser like that

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 14:16 (one year ago) link

Yes, but as far as I can tell it’s totally random, no idea why it happens

I am using your worlds, Saturday, 22 October 2022 15:30 (one year ago) link

That's why I asked really, not alarmed but good to know other people have experienced similar

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 15:32 (one year ago) link

Yeah, I get that all the time. I can never remember if I actually did miss a day or not

Nhex, Saturday, 22 October 2022 18:15 (one year ago) link

Same over here. My memory's so bad that I should probably start using my dispenser again but, er, I forget to fill it. (I always thought pill dispensers would make good band merch, I think at least a couple of people have done that but more people should do it.)

emil.y, Saturday, 22 October 2022 18:21 (one year ago) link

I used to get pills with the days printed on the packet but thattlonh gone

saigo no ice cream (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 22 October 2022 18:36 (one year ago) link


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