I wake up between 530 and 630 am every day. At first thought it was adjusting to time change but now it's been long enough that should be adequately adjusted. Some days I can force myself back to sleep. Some days not.
― tehresa, Monday, 29 June 2009 07:00 (fourteen years ago) link
Got home from CA at midnight BST, slept until 6pm Sunday. Couldn't sleep all night, it's now 8am, I have to be at work by 10am and I'm starting to feel a little tired.
― caek, Monday, 29 June 2009 07:05 (fourteen years ago) link
Power through!
― tehresa, Monday, 29 June 2009 07:07 (fourteen years ago) link
Well fuck. I fell asleep at nine and woke up at midnight but instead of rolling over and going back to bed I stayed up for a bit and am not wide awake. Almost one and I have to be up in 5.5 hours for work. This isn't good.
― ENBB, Wednesday, 1 July 2009 04:42 (fourteen years ago) link
hi. waiting for xanax to start working, but i just took it and the long half-life means it might not kick in for a while. in my experience.
― rural juror (get bent), Wednesday, 1 July 2009 08:36 (fourteen years ago) link
i'm deeply confusing my body atm by mixing a sleeping pill with punk rock and the need to write another 200 words for the company newsletter lol
― i yelled "BIG HOOS" but i was yelling at my steen (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Wednesday, 1 July 2009 08:38 (fourteen years ago) link
i know atm in this case doesn't mean automated teller machine, but i'm imagining you withdrawing twenties from yourself.
― rural juror (get bent), Wednesday, 1 July 2009 08:39 (fourteen years ago) link
with resulting strange code in his eyes
― tehresa, Wednesday, 1 July 2009 08:41 (fourteen years ago) link
gross
― i yelled "BIG HOOS" but i was yelling at my steen (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Wednesday, 1 July 2009 08:44 (fourteen years ago) link
Ugh. I used to be able to eat and smoke myself back to sleep, but two Boca burgers, a tall glass of milk, and two cigarettes later, I'm not sleepy. In fact, now I have extra energy to get me through the rest of this miserable zombie slog that most people call "night".
It all started when I had to get up to pee. That's all it took. There was no going back to sleep after I stood upright for 90 seconds.
― a Gioconda kinda dirty look (kenan), Monday, 6 July 2009 07:34 (fourteen years ago) link
I really really really want a fuckin drink.
The dark and depresso country aint helping probably.
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:04 (fourteen years ago) link
I haven't had a drink since my spill a couple weeks back. Well, I had a half dozen jack & cokes at my moms. And a bunch of rum at a bbq the other night. And a pint last night. But I haven't had whiskey straight in a couple weeks. And I'd really like some right now. Regretting pouring it out.
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:06 (fourteen years ago) link
I don't have a good reason to be awake even if part of me thinks I do. It's just Retardo worry & "Moonshiner" on repeat.
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:07 (fourteen years ago) link
hi guys
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:08 (fourteen years ago) link
me too
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:09 (fourteen years ago) link
All stars
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:10 (fourteen years ago) link
What're you guys doing besides hitting refresh
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:11 (fourteen years ago) link
oh, you know, drowning in low self-esteem, that sort of thing
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:12 (fourteen years ago) link
drinking a hansen's cherry vanilla creme soda full of sugar that won't help me sleep
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:12 (fourteen years ago) link
thinking about my headache from staring at a computer for the last 8 hours
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:12 (fourteen years ago) link
guys i fucking hate school
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:13 (fourteen years ago) link
thinkin baout things
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:13 (fourteen years ago) link
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, July 17, 2009 8:06 AM (7 minutes ago) Bookmark
i just read this back and i didn't write it to be funny i swear
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:14 (fourteen years ago) link
you in college jordan s?
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:14 (fourteen years ago) link
i hated school too but now that i'm a feral cat in the wilds of the post-meltdown economy, i kinda miss school.
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:15 (fourteen years ago) link
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, July 17, 2009 3:14 AM (1 minute ago) Bookmark
yes
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:15 (fourteen years ago) link
why do you hate it
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:16 (fourteen years ago) link
just tired of studying and doing homework basically. i know that once i graduate ill miss the freedom and the life but man if i never have to do study "five potential essay questions, two of which will be on the test" i'll be pretty happy
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:18 (fourteen years ago) link
mostly i just need a break - ive done summer school the past two years so i've just been on this seemingly never ending roll. need to go to the beach or something.
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:19 (fourteen years ago) link
oh man I have terrible news dude, I graduated in '95 and pretty much 8 hours a day every day it's five potential essay questions, two of which will be on the test
that's basically all there is to post-college life
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:20 (fourteen years ago) link
xpost though yeah a couple of consecutive summer school sessions will grind you down hard
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:21 (fourteen years ago) link
j0hn OTM, although i did way better on essay questions than any other type of test!
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:22 (fourteen years ago) link
Yeah I did Spring/Summer/Fall my last couple years and it was murder. I feel u. How much longer u think u got from here?
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:22 (fourteen years ago) link
im done next may
― king kongro (J0rdan S.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:23 (fourteen years ago) link
hoos btw should I be worried about you? I think of you as the guy with the buddhist outlook which is inspiring to me so the boozin and whatnot kinda surprised me
</old dad dude>
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:24 (fourteen years ago) link
fuck, can never quite close that tag
i get about 3-4 hours of slepp per night
― velko, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:26 (fourteen years ago) link
spelling is the first casualty
I've been sleeping really well recently but if something wakes me up then I can't shut off my brain and I go into Worry About Everything mode
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:27 (fourteen years ago) link
slepping is the first casualty
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:27 (fourteen years ago) link
to slepp perchance to dram
― velko, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:28 (fourteen years ago) link
Nah John I mean when I got fucked up and fell over a couple weeks back it was kinda a wakeup call that I needed to straighten out a minor thing or two in myself (this is a whole lengthy story in itself that I won't bore you/derail the thread with, but suffice it to say I came to some conclusions and feel way better about the problems that had me drinking). The drinks I've had since then are done at pace & moderately. When I had that rum at the bbq,for example: I poured it and sat down, then got back up and added a mixer and some ice and kept adding ice til I finished it.
I'd like a drink at the moment cause I can't sleep, but this ain't a St John of the Cross type of night. I'm done with those for the moment.
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:33 (fourteen years ago) link
Thank you for your concern though, man. Really.
suffice it to say I came to some conclusions and feel way better about the problems that had me drinking
translation--hoos & girls are a complicated combo
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:34 (fourteen years ago) link
i have lots of anxiety keeping me up, so it's more like a dark night of the stomach
― billy mumia (get bent), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:34 (fourteen years ago) link
to slepp perchance to dram― velko, Friday, July 17, 2009 8:28 AM (5 minutes ago) Bookmark
― velko, Friday, July 17, 2009 8:28 AM (5 minutes ago) Bookmark
misread this as "to sip perchance to dram" and lold in the dark
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:35 (fourteen years ago) link
It's probably a bad look for my sleeping habits to have my laptop in bed with me.
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:37 (fourteen years ago) link
get bent do u get those real unpleasant bubbles in the stomach when you're fretting over something
"jaco....jaco....jaco..."
― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Friday, 17 July 2009 08:38 (fourteen years ago) link
cool hoos glad to hear shit's cool w/you & thanks for puttin' up w/mr. mindin a hoos's business
― worm? lol (J0hn D.), Friday, 17 July 2009 08:39 (fourteen years ago) link