Insomnia.

xpost though yeah a couple of consecutive summer school sessions will grind you down hard

j0hn OTM, although i did way better on essay questions than any other type of test!

Yeah I did Spring/Summer/Fall my last couple years and it was murder. I feel u. How much longer u think u got from here?

im done next may

hoos btw should I be worried about you? I think of you as the guy with the buddhist outlook which is inspiring to me so the boozin and whatnot kinda surprised me

</old dad dude>

fuck, can never quite close that tag

i get about 3-4 hours of slepp per night

spelling is the first casualty

I've been sleeping really well recently but if something wakes me up then I can't shut off my brain and I go into Worry About Everything mode

slepping is the first casualty

to slepp perchance to dram

Nah John I mean when I got fucked up and fell over a couple weeks back it was kinda a wakeup call that I needed to straighten out a minor thing or two in myself (this is a whole lengthy story in itself that I won't bore you/derail the thread with, but suffice it to say I came to some conclusions and feel way better about the problems that had me drinking). The drinks I've had since then are done at pace & moderately. When I had that rum at the bbq,for example: I poured it and sat down, then got back up and added a mixer and some ice and kept adding ice til I finished it.

I'd like a drink at the moment cause I can't sleep, but this ain't a St John of the Cross type of night. I'm done with those for the moment.

Thank you for your concern though, man. Really.

suffice it to say I came to some conclusions and feel way better about the problems that had me drinking

translation--hoos & girls are a complicated combo

i have lots of anxiety keeping me up, so it's more like a dark night of the stomach

to slepp perchance to dram

― velko, Friday, July 17, 2009 8:28 AM (5 minutes ago) Bookmark

misread this as "to sip perchance to dram" and lold in the dark

It's probably a bad look for my sleeping habits to have my laptop in bed with me.

get bent do u get those real unpleasant bubbles in the stomach when you're fretting over something

"jaco....jaco....jaco..."

cool hoos glad to hear shit's cool w/you & thanks for puttin' up w/mr. mindin a hoos's business

i think so (xxpost)

did anybody else see fuckin jeff sessions today say some shit about "doing the crack cocaine thing"

in a fucking senate judiciary committee meeting

yeah i heard that in the soundbites later

in the interest of my mental health I am mainly ignoring the hearings

that's fair i just am wondering what the fuck the context was for that cause i saw a good portion today but apparently missed jeff sessions wacky crack variety hour

maddow 'splained it tonight but i wasn't really paying attention

thasssssssss right

I'm gonna try to crawl back into bed and see if I can make the most of the next 90 minutes, pleasure hangin out with yall

so I've been staying up until 5am for the past few weeks ... and now the landlord informs me that starting on Monday (for the next few days) they will be replacing some water pipes in the basement from 9am to 5pm.

do I a) attempt to get on a normalish schedule so I can be out of the house around the time
or b) stay up later and try to sleep through the whole thing

I suggest A. It's a surer thing than B.

it would probably also be more productive.

on the other hand ... monday and tuesday nights, I know I'm probably not gonna be getting home from work until midnight at the earliest, probably closer to 1am, and then I'll want to eat ...

was all set to go to sleep and then i saw a spider on the ceiling. do not want.

when I was a little kid I'd have recurring nightmares about very large spiders crawling through the vents near the ceiling and attacking me. Never mind how they could get through the vents ...

i got it with the broom. but i still have the phear. i have an a/c vent over my head right now, so thanks for that image!

sorry ... if it helps, the ones in my childhood nightmares were about 5 feet in diameter and furry and tarantula-like.

going on day 3 of water pipe repair. Day 1 - I got up at 8:45, and was super tired the last hour of work (11pm to midnight). Day 2 - I made coffee before going to bed at 4:30am, and got up at 1pm - was better.

the past three nights i have been awake to 6:30, 9:30 and 6:30, respectively. tonight i took 1/2 valium in attempt to fix this and get back on a normal sched but it is 1:41 and here i am...

I've been pretty consistently getting to bed between 4 and 5 am ... thinking I should go back on some sort of exercise regimen so that I'll get tired earlier.

i did 10k at gym tonight in attempt to wear myself out. it worked. i am tired. it's just that my mind starts going crazy as soon as i try to sleep.

I hate that ... there's always the alcohol technique, but the timing is key ... I'm now at the point where I'm more or less sober and wide awake.

yeah i don't want to drink anything tonight.

i give up :(

since I got a job and entered a consistent pattern my insomnia's disappeared. It's kinda disappointing, that I'd often spend four or five hours trying to get to sleep and get through the next day on two hours of unsettled sleeptime was one of the more interesting things about me.

:( ... really boring movie?

there are definitely some long ILX threads that make me tired just thinking about them, let alone reading them, but maybe that's its own thread. ... I almost posted this in the RIP Judd Apatow thread.

the 9:30 morning, i gave up and made coffee around 7:30, thinking i'd just go with it and be tired all day and then get to bed early. but then i fell asleep at 9:30 and lost all day. good times.

i made an 11am appt tomorrow, for which i need to leave by 10:15. so, whenever i go to sleep tonight... i will at least have to force myself up in the morning.

that should help, unless you're having serious anxiety issues ... the sleep deprivation sucks, but for me, I end up having next to no trouble falling asleep the next night.

it usually doesn't matter whether I sleep or not. I can get 4 hours but suddenly at 10pm
I get this second wind and then I'm up forever regardless of tiredness. I'm sure anxiety is contributing.