The Sun Is Shining For The First Time In Forever; We're Gay! Fagz Club Spring 2010

i have & still do sometimes -- def a drunk chain smoker

no idea rev had never smoked

def a drunk chaincocksmoker. fixed.

hs was a "best of times, worst of times" situation for me:

on the surface I was rocking: class president, had a diff. girlfriend every year, lotsa friends, in a band, doing a zine, part of the punk scene, plenty of fun shit going on

inside / in secret: closeted, doing lots of risky promiscuous stuff in public with strangers, lying to everyone, painful unrequited love for str8 friends and bandmates, clingy n depressive, homicidal/suicidal, a mess.

feelin this post so much

never touched a cig either, do occasionally have a cigar or hookah tho

hookah makes me vomit for some reason -- like instantly

my friends all smoked hookah in high school & esp in this one chick's house we'd kick it in a back room & watch tv & play boggle & shit and they'd smoke the hookah for hours and i'd feel like i straight up couldn't breathe

gas chamber ish

idk i never got the appeal of feeling light headed? just kinda make me feel generally sick

i had a roommate who owned 2 hookahs, which we used fairly often. the smell is a little much for me these days, like whenever i walk by a hookah bar

I kissed a boy before I kissed a girl. This is weird y/n?

more like lucky

n! i said the same thing upthread xp

bz: 18
w: 19
by: 19
g: 22

and the g was my lez friend and it was a total LOLment

I might be in town the weekend after Memorial Day (first week of June). I'd love a FAP.

Dammit Alfred, we'll miss each other by a couple of weeks! (Actually scratch that, just come up to Charleston again the second weekend of June or something.)

SD, that doesn't count. :) What things do you want to do in NY before NJT train fare goes up?

Next weekend is Bear Weekend.

Oh the fare has already gone up! I have two days left for my internship though, today and Thursday. Are we getting drinks thurs w/ j03 and surm? I might go to Dream House for a bit too but other than that have 0 planz.

girl: 11 or 12?
boy: 13 (bjs though, no kissing! :) probably didn't kiss until 21 lol)
alcohol: 13
weed: 14 (not counting the one time with my sister in 5th grade since I had no idea what was happening)

finalizing travel plans for my california adventure!! so so joyfully excited, also a bit apprehensive (in a good way, i guess).

however -- the planning has taught me to never use a travel agent again. at least, not this one.

I thought the web has rendered travel agents largely irrelevant?

SD, I can meet you Thurs.

will be in SF from May 22nd to 27th fyi

morbs, the trip is being paid for in part with a gift certificate to this particular travel agent (thx dad), so there's no way around it in this case.

Where should we meet? Julius? Pieces? Is there anywhere we haven't been worth going?

travel agent lady is nice and all (family friend, does my dad's travel) but does not inspire confidence. last week she sent an email saying "i am so sleepy! i will check on hotel rates for you after i take a nap." sdjdjaskgkds

Oh also guys I got my first grade back and it is an A in Senior Film Seminar, due in part to a paper I wrote entitled Wrapped In Lace: Depictions of Queer Characters and Sensibilities in 1930's Hollywood Cinema . lolcollege.

travel agent missed her calling at the post office.

good work Steve! I will check the Thursday "calendars" but I'm not overly enthusiastic about many venues.

ok this travel bitch is fuckin with me right now. HEY please disclose all costs upfront and WTF are you deducting the value of my air miles from the gift certificate?! oh hell no.

never again with this nonsense.

sounds annoying!

donna, when are you done done w/ yr academic labors? I am undecided sbout whether to see A Star Is Born (again) this Sunday.

oh, Hedda Lettuce is showing a (crap?) Bette Davis movie this Thurs. (The Star)

ok, hey boyz, this kind of got me thinking...

girlz: 13
boyz: 13 (more sexually intense stuff w/ boyz: 14)
cigs: 11
w33d: 13

uh i feel like i was really precocious? or maybe i jsut started fucking my life up early. haha.

girls was like eleven, same for smoking and drinking, boys and weed were like 17. the missing six years were kinda rough except ecstasy was like 14/15(? i'd have to think about it)

too many mushr00ms and @cid b/w 18 and 21, tbqfh.

my first boyfriend was really handsome. i was seventeen and he was twenty. it ended on bad terms, but a while later i saw him at a bookstore. my best friend and i were leaving as he walked in with his 2 girlfriends. i noticed him and waitied a few seconds before i turned around and looked back. he looked back at the same exact time.

o well, all in the past

seems like another life now, actually

I was wrong, I did make out with a chick once, but it was only because of the booze.

i still make out with girls when i'm wasted or they're wasted, but they're always friends and it's always just lolz

yeah made out with a girl-friend last year and it kinda made me queasy after

the last time i made out with a girl was 2 years ago? she's a pretty good friend of mine, but she's v in love with me & it prob wasn't right -- i was p drunk tho -- she ended up sleeping w/ my bff that night anyhow, so no harm really

Wife and spit swappin' on the banks of the MIssissippi.

the last time, my genderqueer friend johnny (bio female) was wasted and i was high on all the shr00m tea at a psychedelic kate bush party, and we made out for a few minutes. then i made out w/ my friend t0ny for a long time.

i don't really like making out all that much tbh

i find it boring

i'm bored now

rly i find it very exciting, if anything i sometimes find the other stuff boring. kissing has all the spark

i'm a v good kisser

surm kinda semi-otm

(xp)

I like making out: it's easy and relatively painless if the guy isn't a slug. But I don't think it necessarily has to lead somewhere. Nine out of ten times I'll try to kiss you if you're even half cute.

btw, gays, I mentioned this last night, but I'll be in NYC first week of June. Would love to meet Stevie, surm, Morbs, and whoever else for a fun-packed FAP.