I'm drunk!

Silversmithing? *ears prick up attentively*

Pic is no problem, Wiggy. It was just a bit ... unexpected.

yep, I am a silversmith in my off-time when I am not being the research maeven for the stars. Do you work in silver too?

again o/t: dear. phlegm, spill yr guts. get all the nasty repressed crap outta yr system so you can start fresh w/o all that crap in the new year. If you're not comfy putting it here, blog it in an unknown space, or put it in a note to yourself leave it in a drawer or mail it to Santa, or send it to that postcards anonymous place.

Get rid of it! It's crap that is only weighing you down. Then, go get a proper creme brulee and celebrate your freedom.

Hi LibC! Thanks! I feel like I have violated some unknown ILX image rule. Weird since I have seen and experienced things much more risque here in a few years. But as you say, maybe it's just that I am usually so quiet lurking or very complacent in my posts that I have upset the natural order of ILX. Ya, go figure that would be me...

x-post. To be honest I didn't think that WW could be real.

If you are then I am sorry for upsetting you but it's not the typical kind of pic you'd expect and is a little odd given the nature of the usual WDYLL pics.

Do you work in silver too?

No, I love silver as a wearer. (I had a silver necklace that mysteriously suited me perfectly, and of course it disappeared.)

As for the repression, I have been too sober and hardworking and rational. Indeed, I do believe it was a way of repressing these needs/longing/hurts/etc. In the new year? We'll see what happens.

Well, it's true that WDYLL is a fairly sedate, goofy kind of enterprise. I don't think that anyone was really offended, but maybe a few pix of you with some friends first or maybe maybe playing with the pets or something like that would have added a bit of context? I mean it is a rather forthrightly sexual pic, nay?

phlegm, can you roughly draw what it was that disappeared? I maybe able to replicate (no promises of course).
and Lib, well ya, I have posted some pretty goofy images to WDYLL for eh, about 3 years without any commentary whatsoever. And since so many people and ILXors thought I was a man I guess I have been invisible until now. And now though a single post that should have gone unnoticed like all the rest of mine, I am not invisible anymore but have become a pariah. pffft.

people just aren't interested in a woman with such a positive self-image, that's all.

I don't think you are a pariah, WW.

*blushes* thanks ian and thanks lib.
I am really sad just now as I have just heard that 3 really significant people have died this day: Robert Graham AND Ann Savage as well as George Frances, the latter being the oldest living guy in the US at 112!

people just aren't interested in a woman with such a positive self-image, that's all.

Hmm. Something about this one rings true...

My head hurts.

i very nearly posted on the indie electro clusterfuck thread before the part of me that isn't drunk told me that it wasn't worth it and never was. aaaaaaaaand now i'mma make some tea and watch teh new lost episode.

yeah.

WHAT IT IS

im pissed for being kicked out of a bar for spiking drinks.
why the hell did I let myself get caught. what a dumbass

what the fuck were you doing spiking drinks in a bar

btw 3 shots tequila + some sips of the 40 have me right as rain afairc

i cant afford getting drunk any other way

what

are you talklin

like dogg i'm trying to figure

what are you like ordering sodas and trying to spike your drink??

lol

order soda + spike your drink = the only way I can afford drinking nowadays

but like

in order to spike the dirnk

you must already HAVE THe alchohol!!

DO YOU SEE WHER EI'M GOIN WITH THIS

language barrier made me think for a sec you were casually admitting rohypnolin some bitches

right!!??

ain't the lang barrier dogg!

mr. boston is sooooo cheap. no I don't see where you are going. cheap is better than expensive. but getting kicked out sucks and your are right about that.

where i am going is you already hav the alchohol which is the expensive portion of the monetary transaction why are you going out and spiking your drinks when you could clearly be in other settings

dude, i hear you about spiking drinks and how much it sucks baws getting kick out of shit. like, what the fuck dude, just trying to get my drink on!

i, on the other hand, went to a film festival OPENING GALA, and after the film, they turned the damn cinema into a disco, and since it was all sponsored by a whiskey company, it was FREE BAR!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!

Hoos gotta point, you. if you ain't got bros that will hook you up with drinkage, you ain't got no bros! sit at home on your own and dig some tunes that you like, dawg.

Okay, you can have it two ways:

1. Go to a bar, restaurant, or business that sells alcohol, and purchase their alcohol in exchange for getting to enjoy whatever it is that made you want to go there (atmosphere? social life?).

2. Enjoy the more affordable price of alcohol purchased from a grocery or liquor store by drinking the alcohol at your home, or the home of a willing friend.

Anything else and you've officially entered homeless people territory.

Homeless people territory is the realm of action that will cause others to be appalled by your behavior.

Hoos, I guess I clearly HAVE to be in other settings now whether I like it or not. But around here, most settings suck, and now I have one less place to hang out with some friends. Not like it was a great place for me. But any place beyond the boring realm is really important right now in my life. I live in the boonshits

i am currently in homeless people territory fyi

lol i was drinking out this forty on my walk home from the gas station

I like bars because its the only place to meet girls in my town, and yeah thats pretty sad but its the truth

ain't nothin wrong trying, Lorax. Abbot is just hatin'.

i feel u capn

i'm not tryna hate i'm just tryna probe why of all things u are spiking yr drink at a wild wings

See a good way to not impress girls is to get kicked out of a bar.

+ yeah I am a hater, I have worked in too many restaurants with fucking peeps trying to bring in their own booze which I guess if I didn't catch you then yeah whatevs but the reason you DID get caught is bcz you were so drink from your clever methodology that you invariably made yourself an ass in an establishment people pay to be in.

yay! thanks guys and girls

Bringing alcohol into a movie theater is another story, however.

lol @ "you were so drink from your clever methodology" shit needs to be a raekwon mixtape title imo

abbs u should be on aim!

or not lol

40 half gone

seezine