fuck an embed you feel me
― BIG HOOS aka the denigrated boogeyman (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Saturday, 20 July 2013 04:23 (ten years ago) link
you guys i'm in my room and i just grabbed the empty beer bottle that has needed throwing away for some time rather than the one from which i currently imbibe
this prompts examination of priorities
― BIG HOOS aka the denigrated boogeyman (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Saturday, 20 July 2013 04:25 (ten years ago) link
I have had just a margarita, one beer and some kind of margarita slushy thing and I am fucking wasted. Thanks, Gilbert's Syndrome!
― muus lääv? :D muus dut :( (Telephone thing), Saturday, 20 July 2013 05:52 (ten years ago) link
Which probably doesn't really have anything to do with it but I get drunk fast and cheap which considering the fact that I hate how my life turned out and want to stay insensible as much as possible is kiiiinda awesome
― muus lääv? :D muus dut :( (Telephone thing), Saturday, 20 July 2013 05:53 (ten years ago) link
Last night I was supposed to hang out with old friends and go see New Order, my plan was to get drunk too. I haven't been drunk in a while and that was the perfect opportunity. Doesn't take much to get drunk at this point either...2-3 drinks?
― *tera, Saturday, 20 July 2013 19:36 (ten years ago) link
just called my local 7-11: http://www.hours-locations.com/7-11/mi/ann-arbor/
to make sure they sell alcohol at 7:00am, on sunday mornings. fuck, wasn't gonna walk there if they didn't. i might pass out before i get there, or, on the Diag. but, but, i know i've done more to tarnish the name of my school than the unabomber even has, but, but, i basically just want to continue drinking more than i need to with the innocence mission. and pass out, with the "befriended" album. is that so wrong? hell. this is the last time. i have papers to write. they won't write themselves... except, everything has proven itself to be a fucking joke, to me. those papers WILL basically write themselves. i'm an alcoholic, which is hard. i only do it because everything else is fucking easy.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 10:43 (ten years ago) link
nothing is easy. life is hard. didn't mean to boast. alcohol just makes things faster, and rockier. i just want this to end. it's fine. i'll get the A, as usual. i hate this lifestyle. so long.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 10:47 (ten years ago) link
"do you want to do this?" i ask myself. if it isn't a want, then it's a need. if it isn't a need, then it's a want.
it isn't easy, you know. i wish i knew what to do. i wish i had someone.
i mean, i know what to do. i just wish that, my little brain could convince itself of the right answer. it's so fucking easy. every good and bad decision that i make. everything is easy. it's easy to walk, talk, hand in papers that i knew i could have done better on, kiss-up to professors, apply to grad school. and, then what? then fucking what? i love learning and pursuing knowledge and sharing it, but i want to die. i want to die. everything is useless and i want to die. i'm just trying to figure out why i keep going, or why does anyone. why does anyone?
i know that i'm unhappy this way. here's to more liquor and another 20 hour sleep/20 hours of studying the moment i awake.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 11:08 (ten years ago) link
people go on because they need to, and so do i.
i take pleasures in simple things. i do. that's why i'm here. for stupid music. if i die, the sundays and innocence mission and area and cardigans might not be there, in dead oblivion. i live for art and literature and music. goodnight. i wish god would just let me sleep this time.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 11:12 (ten years ago) link
that was a long joke. i'm calling my mum. goodnight.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 11:50 (ten years ago) link
http://www.salon.com/2013/07/18/u_m_oks_in_state_tuition_for_immigrant_students/
yesssssssssssssssssss
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 12:24 (ten years ago) link
jesus christ. i thought i would, just, you know, listen to THIS SONG:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqdWTeXWvOg
and, for some reason, it just made me think of entirely gay frottage.
please, don't make me bow. don't make a spectacle of me.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 12:50 (ten years ago) link
kind of think that this mortal coil could have done superior justice to "true colors". fuck the byrds! god, 'blood' sucks. i want to say it, fucking hell, 'blood' is awful. but, damn, those first two albums are life-affirming. what the fuck happened, ivo?
F&G is my second favorite album, Tears is my fourth. But, dammnit Ivo, what happened on 'Blood'? it's like you chose to become the Gerry Ford of Goth, or something.
― boy_slayer, Sunday, 21 July 2013 13:09 (ten years ago) link
listening to fuck b*ttons
― Three Weird Tantrums (wins), Wednesday, 24 July 2013 21:05 (ten years ago) link
it's making me sleepy
Im at hot peanuts cold beer in williamsburg reading edmund wilson bc my plans bailed on me. If anyones nearby i'm the one reading edmund wilson
― Treeship, Wednesday, 24 July 2013 21:18 (ten years ago) link
*cold beer hot peanuts
― Treeship, Wednesday, 24 July 2013 21:28 (ten years ago) link
If a brooklyn ilxor stops by here i will buy them 2 beers
― Treeship, Wednesday, 24 July 2013 21:31 (ten years ago) link
Wait are you telling us your nuts are hot
― waterface, Wednesday, 24 July 2013 23:58 (ten years ago) link
You're at an Arby's in Dallas aren't you
― waterface, Wednesday, 24 July 2013 23:59 (ten years ago) link
Got a 16 oz rum snow cone with extra cream, added real rum too it and enjoyed a sugar high and got a bit drunk. I am a light weight. Went grocery shopping with the family. Now I wish I could sleep or go dancing and drink some more.
― *tera, Thursday, 25 July 2013 00:02 (ten years ago) link
Got a 16 oz rum cream with extra snow, enjoyed a drunk and went grocery drink. Now I wish I am a lightweight, could sleep, drink more.
― waterface, Thursday, 25 July 2013 00:03 (ten years ago) link
man, I hope Martin caught that on tape for the biopic
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 00:47 (ten years ago) link
Ha! Reminds me of a Burroughs cut-up....
― *tera, Thursday, 25 July 2013 00:52 (ten years ago) link
...
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:02 (ten years ago) link
Hey!
10 minute revive?
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:05 (ten years ago) link
Idk im trying to sober up before i get back on the train
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:06 (ten years ago) link
Im at bedford ave and north 7th st. But at heart im at an arbys in dallas
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:08 (ten years ago) link
"Hey boys, arby's on me, our record just went aluminum"
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:12 (ten years ago) link
If someone is willing to teleport me to an arbys location - any arbys location - i will buy them an arbys value meal
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:16 (ten years ago) link
you can buy a whole roast at arby's you know
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:41 (ten years ago) link
it can be done is all that I'm saying
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:42 (ten years ago) link
Teleport me sufjan i'll hook u up with a roast
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:52 (ten years ago) link
no arby's near me either ;_;
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:53 (ten years ago) link
:'(
I need to make some changes in my life.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:56 (ten years ago) link
For now though if anyone is in penn station holla and i'll say something witty
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:57 (ten years ago) link
there's an arby's very near me (Carrboro, NC) perhaps I will go investigate the drive-thru after I finish this 40
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:02 (ten years ago) link
U shd probably drink 2 40s b4 hitting up the drive through. It isn't safe to drive if you are feeling at all nervous and malt liquor can help with that.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:05 (ten years ago) link
mebbe, we'll see. in the meantime, Operation Listen To Every Version of "Helter Skelter" On My Computer Back-to-Back proceeds apace
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:08 (ten years ago) link
I didnt bring headphones for the train. I need to read italo calvino, wallace stevens, or edmund wilson once my phone dies. Fuc
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:09 (ten years ago) link
iirc max is often in penn station, reading a book
― mookieproof, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:09 (ten years ago) link
Trains about to leave the station. If max is here speak now or regret it for the rest of your life
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:12 (ten years ago) link
read the Stevens, duh—he'll make u smarter & happier & maybe even less drunk (if yr drunk)
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:14 (ten years ago) link
Wallace "Surfin'" Stevens
The stevens book is essays though, not poems
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:15 (ten years ago) link
if on a winter's night a tweeship
― waterface, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:32 (ten years ago) link
i think i got it. treeface and waterface are the same person. or a comedy duo with treeface as the straightman and waterface as the "funny" one
― Spectrum, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:34 (ten years ago) link
We are not the same fuckng person Treeship and markers are the same person
― waterface, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:39 (ten years ago) link
As waterface's father, I can attest that he is not Treeship.
― Aimless, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:48 (ten years ago) link