I'm drunk!

kind of think that this mortal coil could have done superior justice to "true colors". fuck the byrds! god, 'blood' sucks. i want to say it, fucking hell, 'blood' is awful. but, damn, those first two albums are life-affirming. what the fuck happened, ivo?

F&G is my second favorite album, Tears is my fourth. But, dammnit Ivo, what happened on 'Blood'? it's like you chose to become the Gerry Ford of Goth, or something.

listening to fuck b*ttons

it's making me sleepy

Im at hot peanuts cold beer in williamsburg reading edmund wilson bc my plans bailed on me. If anyones nearby i'm the one reading edmund wilson

*cold beer hot peanuts

If a brooklyn ilxor stops by here i will buy them 2 beers

Wait are you telling us your nuts are hot

You're at an Arby's in Dallas aren't you

Got a 16 oz rum snow cone with extra cream, added real rum too it and enjoyed a sugar high and got a bit drunk. I am a light weight. Went grocery shopping with the family. Now I wish I could sleep or go dancing and drink some more.

Got a 16 oz rum cream with extra snow, enjoyed a drunk and went grocery drink. Now I wish I am a lightweight, could sleep, drink more.

man, I hope Martin caught that on tape for the biopic

Ha! Reminds me of a Burroughs cut-up....

...

Hey!

10 minute revive?

Idk im trying to sober up before i get back on the train

Im at bedford ave and north 7th st. But at heart im at an arbys in dallas

"Hey boys, arby's on me, our record just went aluminum"

If someone is willing to teleport me to an arbys location - any arbys location - i will buy them an arbys value meal

you can buy a whole roast at arby's you know

it can be done is all that I'm saying

Teleport me sufjan i'll hook u up with a roast

no arby's near me either ;_;

:'(

I need to make some changes in my life.

For now though if anyone is in penn station holla and i'll say something witty

there's an arby's very near me (Carrboro, NC) perhaps I will go investigate the drive-thru after I finish this 40

U shd probably drink 2 40s b4 hitting up the drive through. It isn't safe to drive if you are feeling at all nervous and malt liquor can help with that.

mebbe, we'll see. in the meantime, Operation Listen To Every Version of "Helter Skelter" On My Computer Back-to-Back proceeds apace

I didnt bring headphones for the train. I need to read italo calvino, wallace stevens, or edmund wilson once my phone dies. Fuc

iirc max is often in penn station, reading a book

Trains about to leave the station. If max is here speak now or regret it for the rest of your life

read the Stevens, duh—he'll make u smarter & happier & maybe even less drunk (if yr drunk)

Wallace "Surfin'" Stevens

The stevens book is essays though, not poems

if on a winter's night a tweeship

i think i got it. treeface and waterface are the same person. or a comedy duo with treeface as the straightman and waterface as the "funny" one

We are not the same fuckng person Treeship and markers are the same person

As waterface's father, I can attest that he is not Treeship.

waterface, i love you in the sense that i love all people, but i had a good thing going here until you showed up and i became known as a meme/negative image of you.

jk i don't care

or maybe i do care. or maybe not.

????????

sorry i am still sort of drunk. but home safe.

http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/61ZQfl5KggL._SY300_.jpg

i cried listening to this song once.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhrBDcQq2DM

those papers actually DID write themselves. and i just finished. i don't expect A's anymore, only B's. we'll see.

god, i'm just psychotic when i drink now. harmless to anyone really, but myself. i'm just on this self-destruction thing, and i really get off on humiliation, lately. it's sick, but more than that, it's just sad. and repulsive. i need to switch to pot, which, i think is generally gross... but, this cannot continue. maybe pot would be a more controlled release? i'm drunk. paramore fucking rules and it's cute when they play them in the dining hall.

please ban me, before i ban myself.

Pot would not be a good idea for u imo. When i was suffering from serious self esteem issues pot would just exacerbate them a millionfold, ie make me feel unattractive, increase feelings of guilt etc. i'd advise you against that but everyones brain chemistry is different

drunk!

have had good and bad experiences with it in my teens! who cares! let's be drunk, and:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOiKa51ll-k

also: Always, Anthony Adverse, and the Ruling Class, and basically everyone on good ol' El rule! (this includes Momus!) must go, must go. don't need to be here, you don't need me here, need to get out of here, etc.

i miss bimble, and when we would just both scream at each other in agreement. i miss getting recklessly, and unfortunately drunk with him. i miss him. i miss him. i miss fawning over the two or three Sundays b-sides that actuaelly existed. i miss him. i just miss him. i miss his taste in music, and dream pop, and ethereal darkwave, and ridiculousness. i miss bimble. we were like, twins.