Hey!
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:02 (eleven years ago) link
10 minute revive?
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:05 (eleven years ago) link
Idk im trying to sober up before i get back on the train
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:06 (eleven years ago) link
Im at bedford ave and north 7th st. But at heart im at an arbys in dallas
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:08 (eleven years ago) link
"Hey boys, arby's on me, our record just went aluminum"
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:12 (eleven years ago) link
If someone is willing to teleport me to an arbys location - any arbys location - i will buy them an arbys value meal
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:16 (eleven years ago) link
you can buy a whole roast at arby's you know
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:41 (eleven years ago) link
it can be done is all that I'm saying
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:42 (eleven years ago) link
Teleport me sufjan i'll hook u up with a roast
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:52 (eleven years ago) link
no arby's near me either ;_;
― kaiju rolling stone cover (Sufjan Grafton), Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:53 (eleven years ago) link
:'(
I need to make some changes in my life.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:56 (eleven years ago) link
For now though if anyone is in penn station holla and i'll say something witty
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 01:57 (eleven years ago) link
there's an arby's very near me (Carrboro, NC) perhaps I will go investigate the drive-thru after I finish this 40
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:02 (eleven years ago) link
U shd probably drink 2 40s b4 hitting up the drive through. It isn't safe to drive if you are feeling at all nervous and malt liquor can help with that.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:05 (eleven years ago) link
mebbe, we'll see. in the meantime, Operation Listen To Every Version of "Helter Skelter" On My Computer Back-to-Back proceeds apace
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:08 (eleven years ago) link
I didnt bring headphones for the train. I need to read italo calvino, wallace stevens, or edmund wilson once my phone dies. Fuc
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:09 (eleven years ago) link
iirc max is often in penn station, reading a book
― mookieproof, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:09 (eleven years ago) link
Trains about to leave the station. If max is here speak now or regret it for the rest of your life
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:12 (eleven years ago) link
read the Stevens, duh—he'll make u smarter & happier & maybe even less drunk (if yr drunk)
― Excelsior twilight. Harpsichord wind through the trees. (bernard snowy), Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:14 (eleven years ago) link
Wallace "Surfin'" Stevens
The stevens book is essays though, not poems
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:15 (eleven years ago) link
if on a winter's night a tweeship
― waterface, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:32 (eleven years ago) link
i think i got it. treeface and waterface are the same person. or a comedy duo with treeface as the straightman and waterface as the "funny" one
― Spectrum, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:34 (eleven years ago) link
We are not the same fuckng person Treeship and markers are the same person
― waterface, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:39 (eleven years ago) link
As waterface's father, I can attest that he is not Treeship.
― Aimless, Thursday, 25 July 2013 02:48 (eleven years ago) link
waterface, i love you in the sense that i love all people, but i had a good thing going here until you showed up and i became known as a meme/negative image of you.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 03:57 (eleven years ago) link
jk i don't care
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 03:58 (eleven years ago) link
or maybe i do care. or maybe not.
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 04:02 (eleven years ago) link
????????
sorry i am still sort of drunk. but home safe.
http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/61ZQfl5KggL._SY300_.jpg
― Mordy , Thursday, 25 July 2013 04:04 (eleven years ago) link
i cried listening to this song once.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhrBDcQq2DM
― Treeship, Thursday, 25 July 2013 04:33 (eleven years ago) link
those papers actually DID write themselves. and i just finished. i don't expect A's anymore, only B's. we'll see.
god, i'm just psychotic when i drink now. harmless to anyone really, but myself. i'm just on this self-destruction thing, and i really get off on humiliation, lately. it's sick, but more than that, it's just sad. and repulsive. i need to switch to pot, which, i think is generally gross... but, this cannot continue. maybe pot would be a more controlled release? i'm drunk. paramore fucking rules and it's cute when they play them in the dining hall.
please ban me, before i ban myself.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 04:10 (eleven years ago) link
Pot would not be a good idea for u imo. When i was suffering from serious self esteem issues pot would just exacerbate them a millionfold, ie make me feel unattractive, increase feelings of guilt etc. i'd advise you against that but everyones brain chemistry is different
― fervently nice (Treeship), Saturday, 27 July 2013 04:14 (eleven years ago) link
drunk!
― pokemon as lover theory (wolves lacan), Saturday, 27 July 2013 04:23 (eleven years ago) link
have had good and bad experiences with it in my teens! who cares! let's be drunk, and:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOiKa51ll-k
also: Always, Anthony Adverse, and the Ruling Class, and basically everyone on good ol' El rule! (this includes Momus!) must go, must go. don't need to be here, you don't need me here, need to get out of here, etc.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 04:26 (eleven years ago) link
i miss bimble, and when we would just both scream at each other in agreement. i miss getting recklessly, and unfortunately drunk with him. i miss him. i miss him. i miss fawning over the two or three Sundays b-sides that actuaelly existed. i miss him. i just miss him. i miss his taste in music, and dream pop, and ethereal darkwave, and ridiculousness. i miss bimble. we were like, twins.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:02 (eleven years ago) link
getting papers done is cool, enjoy your beers b_s.
I was just reading this little essay on blake and the guy, for whatever reason, says that swedenborg imagines heaven as a never ending theological chat between angels: you get to talk for at least 24 hours non-stop, reach some marvelous conclusion, you fuck, you sleep, and when you wake up you train like a roman soldier until exhausted, sleep, wake up and then repeat over and over again.
― wolves lacan, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:02 (eleven years ago) link
except he, in my unfortunate admission, fucked up ilm for a bit. i wouldn't do that. though, we had precisely the same taste in music. i'd rather fuck up drunk threads. i miss bimble. i'd post this nowhere else.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:05 (eleven years ago) link
fuck you and don't encourage me. J/K and I LOVER YOU.
Get drunker wolves. just, get so drunk that you talk about embarrassing bands you like, or something. talk about them. just, don't put me on the spot like this, lest i upload my last shitty paper, or something.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:10 (eleven years ago) link
i come here for pain. like i need anymore. everything gives me pain.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:33 (eleven years ago) link
i wish my father was alive. i wish bimble was alive. i wish i was alive. i died inside years ago. i don't know what i'm doing. i wish i had enough money to make it better. everything is useless.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:36 (eleven years ago) link
i hate myself, but i love my school. i'm so happy to be here, but i wish i was dead. take a lesson from me. most people can't actually do what i do. but, i do it every day. i don't know what anything means, anymore. i drink, and fall asleep, and then i want to drink more. i like studying here. i'm extremely good at it, for fuck's sake. upenn profs keep e-mailing me. i'll probably slum it at madison, for sake of convenience. i wish i could sleep forever. i wish my sister had ... a better brain and opportunities. if she's retarded, then call her that. i never wanted to leave her behind. i wish she could go to college. she never can. i never wanted to pass her. i hate myself. i hate god. i don't understand it. i don't understand why god made me or my sister this way. i hate god. i want things to be fair. i just want to know that my sister will survive, if i die. i'm just, going to drink myself to death. and, this is a joke, it can't last much longer. if i hit 30, then, jesus christ. no one expects that. i just want to be able to sleep and know that my sister is ok. i hate god.
― boy_slayer, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:54 (eleven years ago) link
what do you drink?
― dylannn, Saturday, 27 July 2013 05:58 (eleven years ago) link
I would like to read your paper but that's way off, guess I should start using slsk again. Anyways, I finished some cool stuff today too and I'm way too nostalgic about the ride with the best friend that never took off, virtual life got in the way. Difficult to talk about this irl and you should not do it online.
I like this song right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdvOf06pIGQ
This night belongs to Germany.
There is this thing called the social artwork. Later, maybe.
― wolves lacan, Saturday, 27 July 2013 06:24 (eleven years ago) link
So I'm drunk. And I've spent so many of my last several weekends working I've forgotten how to party. (Assuming I ever DID know.) Bleah.
― Word Salad Username (j.lu), Sunday, 28 July 2013 03:41 (eleven years ago) link
BUENO DIA
― BIG HOOS aka the denigrated boogeyman (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Sunday, 28 July 2013 23:31 (eleven years ago) link
I have basically spent this weekend drinking and watching documentaries
― BIG HOOS aka the denigrated boogeyman (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Sunday, 28 July 2013 23:33 (eleven years ago) link
i am continuing now in that vein
there was the one about the psychology of batman and the one about snoop lion's reggae album and i just finished a 3 hour thing about the history of house and a bunch of cyberpunky short films
― BIG HOOS aka the denigrated boogeyman (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Sunday, 28 July 2013 23:34 (eleven years ago) link