I'm drunk!

buzza. don't change for you, don't change a thing, for me.

nb everytime a real ilxor says my name i become more real and more real. possibly that means i'm less beautiful but that' a beautiful thing too.

nb everytime i drink a real beer i become more drunk and more drunk.

Cara d sees through it all
So so many xps

rejected cara d threads

tbh i don't feel real and don't belive anything is beautiful. i can feel thoughts and emotions trying to reify into something concrete and usable but it's all half formed crumbles and the detrius is piling up and it's wearying carrying around all this untenable humanity. going through life a moron is no way to go.

addendum: instinct to life asserts itself; am going along for the ride it seems. prolly shouldnt drunk so much but what the wahey it gets to the point in a roundabout way. tonights girlfriend: Hennessy. hesus turned the water into wine but the french turned the wine into cognac. advantage:french people.

why the hell is basic maintenence so hard that should be reserved for the preternatural.

deep breaths and so on.

s'ok.

the necessary beauty in life is in giving yourself to it completely. only later will it clarify itself and become coherent. fuck it theres that thing again.

im a beautiful drunk; thats a start i guess.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwnAz1nDVDI

who the fuck am i to contact joey ramone, thats my position

contradict

not like hes gonna build me a backyard deck, not now anyway

wtf

HI

hi in lowercase

i wish i was cool w/ getting more drunk than this but a few weeks ago i fell asleep in my puke and i'm worried

80 proof tho

sockbuggy

i had two penicillins (cocktail with scotch, honey, ginger, lemon). feeling pretty good iirc.

$4 Four Roses Small Batch, fuck you bar

why isn't anyone herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre

I'm here, working my way through the lou reed/velvets poll results.

but i'm here, or whatever for whatever

talk to me. buzza. i'm drunk and am posting incoherently and need your tough love right now. help me obi wuzz kanuzza, you're my only hope.

s'ok.

― slugbuggy, Saturday, November 30, 2013 7:39 AM (1 week ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

sluggybug were you trying to tell us something

"wins"

Winsome lusophone

not accurate but lol

I am in a very good (and sliiiightly goofy) mood.

up date pls

Best weekend. Date with awesome woman went so well I don't even care if my stomach eats itself tomorrow. On the train back, finished off my new year's coke, listening to kolsch :-D

I fear ilx doesn't EVEN understand

i dont understand how your stomach could eat itself but i admire your stoic attitude towards the possibility

I'm no doctor but it feels like its trying to this weather

But who cares

wait a sec if you're not a doctor then your blasé acceptance of this very serious sounding medical condition takes on a sinister and worrying twist tbh

Shut up imo :-)

Spotify app for android is the worst thing ever

Good thing I have omar s on my SD card

Drinking to cope with work disappointment. At least I'm not boiling over with anger right now. Is anyone else abusing their liver this fine Friday night?

Was gonna go out and see Rich Medina, staying in w a bottle of JB Black and Corona instead, Jason Isbell on spotify. What's the move?

stillness

Are there still punk house shows where the cover charge isn't above, say, $7? Dancing my ass off would probably be a comparatively healthy response to my current anger, but the clubs I used to go to seem to have gone up too much in price. (Possibly their prices are in line with inflation, but it doesn't feel that way to me.)

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