woah
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:35 (nine years ago) link
I definitely could not do psychedelics at this point in my life. I have way too much invested in the conception of myself that I've created, and taking acid or whatever tends to strip that away and while that was welcome and interesting when I was younger and had a more flexible ego, now I think it would just put me in the hospital. I mean, hell, sometimes if I think about ~life~ a certain way, kind of like the mental equivalent of screwing up your eyes to see a magic 3D picture, I can almost get back to that POV and it is unpleasant. Also how's life OTM re: adult responsibilities giving me too much panic to completely check out like that.
I always hated watching TV while I was tripping, though. It made me feel trapped and that whole "see through the artifice down to the molecular truth" thing made watching anything incredibly distressing. Going outside is where it's at.
― carl agatha, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:43 (nine years ago) link
I have heard from bros in their forties that mushrooms are still fun at that age if you just plan the trip out right. whereas, like, I'd love to have a great time on acid again, just to be in that zone for an hour, to listen to music like that...but realistically suspect that acid in my adult-with-responsibilities brain would fuck me up so bad I'd be walking around like a zombie for months afterwards
― The Complainte of Ray Tabano, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:45 (nine years ago) link
I'd never do acid again. Mushrooms to me were always a much lighter and more joyful experience, with extended flashes of introspection. But yeah, of course my fear is that it would be unwise to experiment with this kind of thing as someone with dependants and responsibilities.
but then again it might be good to break out of that constructed reality briefly - to be open and empathetic and uncynical for a few hours at least
but then again, again... maybe there are wiser more adult methods of opening yourself up like exercise and meditation and concerted effort
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:55 (nine years ago) link
none of which sounds as much fun & heavy as tripping out and listening to eno
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:56 (nine years ago) link
I don't hear much about salvia anymore. I wonder if all those people never came back.
The bad stuff associated with tripping - the spasms, the chattering, the hangover - is something I can't ever repeat.
I watched the Vice video again of the dude who takes LSD, walks up the steps of Madison Square Garden, and proceeds to interview attendees of the Westminster Dog Show. Really envied the mellow trip he had.
― pplains, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 14:57 (nine years ago) link
just don't do a high dosage. you'll be fine
― reggie (qualmsley), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 15:11 (nine years ago) link
where do you even get shrooms in the UK these days? last few years i went out, i found zilch. are they spraying for them now?
i'd be wary of trying acid a second time. mind you the first time was on the last day of a festival so maybe not the best set and setting. it was fucking horrible though.
― Piss-Up Artist (dog latin), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 15:28 (nine years ago) link
Mushrooms for me were always a truckload of existential distress dumped on my head, while I could take acid and go to bars or movies or whatever.
― carl agatha, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:16 (nine years ago) link
I only shroomed once but it was my first time taking psychedelics, I ate twice as much as my dealer told me to, I was alone in my house with my parents, and they were trying to cut back on heating bills that year or something, because I was freezing cold. Oh, and it was the day before my 15th birthday. Didn't go well, obviously. Would like to revisit it someday though.
― put your money where the maracas are (how's life), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:22 (nine years ago) link
Lol why do people always ignore dosage recommendations
― Οὖτις, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:23 (nine years ago) link
I havent done psychedelics in 10 years or so but like others would recommend nature over film. Maybe nature first and then film during the comedown
― Οὖτις, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:25 (nine years ago) link
pplains, the Vice dude tripping at the dog show is pretty great.
― carl agatha, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:28 (nine years ago) link
"nature" here is city parks full of people. i'm not driving to the country to do blair witch project shrooms by myself in the woods.
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:30 (nine years ago) link
Brio, if you want to trip out like a "responsible adult", you could try ayahuasca maybe? Lots of positive vibes from that usually (if you're not emetophobic that is). Only downside is you can't quickly down it, it needs to be brewed by someone who knows the works.
― a pleasant little psychedelic detour in the elevator (Amory Blaine), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 16:45 (nine years ago) link
i would maybe do this again. I used to do psychedlics by myself all the time through my 20's. I kind of felt like I hit a wall with it; it went from being amazing and life changing to just something to do to being really boring, the last time I did them. but it's been about 12 years now. however, I don't know when i'd ever have the time.
― akm, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 17:25 (nine years ago) link
I was always way too scared to do acid so never have but I have done mushrooms. They never really did much for me tbh. I'd totally do them now if given the chance, i think.
― Benson and the Jets (ENBB), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 17:49 (nine years ago) link
Didn't do much in that it was always pleasant and fun but I was also surprised that I didn't feel "more" of something.
― Benson and the Jets (ENBB), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 17:50 (nine years ago) link
LSD will forever trigger me curious, but I know I don't have the guts to try it. I've a cousin who did it when he was 21, and he 'got stuck' in his trip. He's 42 and still lives with his parents, forever brain damaged and in a very sad state, unable to work or do anything worthwhile, like a basket case :(
― a pleasant little psychedelic detour in the elevator (Amory Blaine), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 17:55 (nine years ago) link
Nephew, I meant
Carl Agatha's post otm in its entirety for me, but especially
that whole "see through the artifice down to the molecular truth" thing.
― Deliciously hard yet very accessible (Dan Peterson), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:15 (nine years ago) link
You should watch some nature documentaries instead. Jacques Cousteau or something.
― ©Oz Quiz© (Adam Bruneau), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:19 (nine years ago) link
"Connections" WAS pretty amazing, tbf.
― Deliciously hard yet very accessible (Dan Peterson), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:22 (nine years ago) link
"I've a cousin who did it when he was 21, and he 'got stuck' in his trip. He's 42 and still lives with his parents, forever brain damaged and in a very sad state, unable to work or do anything worthwhile, like a basket case :("
not to discount your nephew's experience, but did he have prior mental issues? because I've always felt these stories were apocraphyal and not supported by science.
― akm, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:32 (nine years ago) link
@akm He didn't have any prior issues, at least not known to anyone or his family. I'm the first to accept he just got unlucky, ie this having nothing to do with "science", and that this will only happen to a tiny minority. I don't know. All I know - from expanded accounts of two other nephews who were there the night they did LSD - is that they both were fine, but B. was as they described "sliding into sadness". He was a bright buy, studying economics and doing really well, but never truly snapped out of it.
I don't know the science of it or whatever, just have this experience to go by. And seeing the guy once every three years at an odd family reunion or so, is just really weird.
― a pleasant little psychedelic detour in the elevator (Amory Blaine), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:42 (nine years ago) link
That is bizarre
― Οὖτις, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:43 (nine years ago) link
I know there's this myth surrounding being stuck in LSD trips and whatever, but it did turn him into somewhat of a veg. Afterwards he went through numerous test with psychs etc, and basically they said he was like an autist now. That he never fully recovered from his trip. He spends his time mostly playing a jigsaw puzzle, the same one, over and over. They tried to get him into some program with other people, but he detests other people around now. He gets health care now w/r/t personal hygiene etc bcz his parents are well in their 70s and can't do that any more. But this did change overnight: he was a student living on a campus and after doing LSD turned into a, quite frankly, useless, dependent person.
― a pleasant little psychedelic detour in the elevator (Amory Blaine), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:51 (nine years ago) link
perhaps he just saw the uselessness of it all
― akm, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 18:59 (nine years ago) link
maybe we're all stuck in our own trip man
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 19:02 (nine years ago) link
I can see messing yourself up w too much lsd over time but after one trip...
― Οὖτις, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 19:13 (nine years ago) link
well brio whatever you end up doing, trip report please.
― calstars, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 19:15 (nine years ago) link
he had other issues come onalso really questionable advice re: ayahuasca is good vibes and lsd has hidden dangers
― dylannn, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 19:16 (nine years ago) link
― Brio2, Wednesday, November 26, 2014 8:02 PM (17 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
OTM, regardless
― a pleasant little psychedelic detour in the elevator (Amory Blaine), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 19:20 (nine years ago) link
family's away for 2 weeks in feb.if i trip balls i will report back.i'm doing some home reno projects while everyone's away, could be a good idea to combine my tripping with working on the new kitchen closet.
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 20:31 (nine years ago) link
you should do some PCP and play with a sawzall
― akm, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 20:39 (nine years ago) link
Tripping and construction do not mix well
― calstars, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 20:41 (nine years ago) link
tell that to buckminster fuller
http://blog.sfgate.com/culture/files/2012/05/Buckminster_Fuller_02-600x471.jpg
― Brio2, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 20:50 (nine years ago) link
my old next door neighbor was a dust-smoking hvac guy. I'm sure he had some power tool incidents.
― put your money where the maracas are (how's life), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 21:57 (nine years ago) link
Is it even possible to obtain high-grade LSD these days? Ever since that missile silo bust, the supply of Owsley-grade chemistry seems pretty thin. Also doesn't help that I'm following forensic-toxocology journals that document the new weird kinds of toxic shit suppliers are cutting things with.
― Elvis Telecom, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 23:17 (nine years ago) link
I'm glad that I experienced at least 8 of my 9 acid trips, even the one where the paramedics were called in. I don't know if I'd say I enjoyed them, but they did partially give me a "new lease on life" in some ways.
Took shrooms once. Rode around in a convertible listening to Crooked Rain Crooked Rain and thinking the overpasses we were driving under were low-flying airplanes. I dunno, six of one, half a dozen of another.
If I don't do it sooner, I'll definitely look into it as soon as the kids are out of the house.
― pplains, Wednesday, 26 November 2014 23:20 (nine years ago) link
We should all have a big global fap
― Piss-Up Artist (dog latin), Wednesday, 26 November 2014 23:26 (nine years ago) link
falsd
― reggie (qualmsley), Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:00 (nine years ago) link
if you can handle life, you can handle psychedelics
― nauru, Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:01 (nine years ago) link
I definitely could not do psychedelics at this point in my life. I have way too much invested in the conception of myself that I've created, and taking acid or whatever tends to strip that away and while that was welcome and interesting when I was younger and had a more flexible ego, now I think it would just put me in the hospital. I mean, hell, sometimes if I think about ~life~ a certain way, kind of like the mental equivalent of screwing up your eyes to see a magic 3D picture, I can almost get back to that POV and it is unpleasant. ― carl agatha, Wednesday, November 26, 2014 2:43 PM (Yesterday)
this is v otmi have some nostalgia but i think i learned everything i can learn from itone thing being that it takes a while to repatch your ego upfeel like that shit is fragile for me at best anyway
i would do 2ci again tho
― never say goodbye before leaving chat room (Crabbits), Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:09 (nine years ago) link
there is some evidence that hallucinogens can aid the onset of schizophrenia in people predisposed to it
― never say goodbye before leaving chat room (Crabbits), Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:11 (nine years ago) link
i suppose that makes sense and of course there are the syd barrett and peter green stories to go along with that.
What is 2ci?
― akm, Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:18 (nine years ago) link
looked it up. I am so old!
― akm, Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:19 (nine years ago) link
it is really wonderful; never a bad time
― never say goodbye before leaving chat room (Crabbits), Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:20 (nine years ago) link
you are probably a narc but ok
― akm, Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:21 (nine years ago) link
http://img1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20061029233636/muppet/images/c/c1/Buyano.jpg
― never say goodbye before leaving chat room (Crabbits), Thursday, 27 November 2014 00:24 (nine years ago) link
The Psychedelic Explorer’s Guide – Risks, Micro-Dosing, Ibogaine, and More
― Robert Earl Hughes (dandydonweiner), Monday, 23 March 2015 01:02 (nine years ago) link
https://vimeo.com/211758157
― Bobson Dugnutt (ulysses), Monday, 10 April 2017 23:49 (seven years ago) link
Been thinking about this guy all weekend.
http://i.imgur.com/dy4zUZb.jpg
― pplains, Sunday, 7 May 2017 14:26 (seven years ago) link
lol^^
― marcos, Friday, 16 March 2018 20:04 (six years ago) link
anyway i have had a strong urge to do psychedelics lately
― marcos, Friday, 16 March 2018 20:05 (six years ago) link
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/national/wp/2019/05/08/denver-becomes-the-first-u-s-city-to-effectively-decriminalize-psilocybin-mushrooms-outlawed-by-the-u-s-government-since-1970/
― (•̪●) (carne asada), Thursday, 9 May 2019 15:06 (five years ago) link
most important element there is the opportunity for clinical testing to happen.was talking with a psych nurse a few nights back who said that intranasal doses of ketamine were the first major new drug for clinical depression in years and that stuff can only be given under heavy supervision, strong possibility of addiction, genuine dangers for long term use. with psilocybin, there's something cheap, easy to make, non-habit forming, impossible to od on, that has thousands of years of testing and immense potential benefit but nowhere to legally run trials. here's hoping docs jump on that immediately.
― Fuck the NRA (ulysses), Thursday, 9 May 2019 15:28 (five years ago) link
there is lot of phase 2 and 3 clinical testing for psilocybin already happening
https://maps.org/other-psychedelic-research/211-psilocybin-research/psilocybin-studies-in-progress/research/psilo/passiepsilocybin1.html%7D
― d'ILM for Murder (Hadrian VIII), Thursday, 9 May 2019 15:35 (five years ago) link
not seeing anything there for long term use as an antidepressant which is what I'm hoping happens
― Fuck the NRA (ulysses), Thursday, 9 May 2019 15:52 (five years ago) link
that bob ross vimeo, holy shit
― Paul Ponzi, Thursday, 9 May 2019 17:45 (five years ago) link
There are a bunch of psilocybin studies going on as a treatment for depression! FDA approved clinical trials in U.S. last summer, but it was already underway in UK/Canada/Netherlands
― d'ILM for Murder (Hadrian VIII), Thursday, 9 May 2019 22:16 (five years ago) link
Ok then glad to hear! I think doing them with a broader test group over a lengthy period is going to produce some convincing studies!
― i believe that (s)he is sincere (forksclovetofu), Friday, 10 May 2019 04:06 (five years ago) link
https://newatlas.com/science/psilocybin-major-depression-mdd-usona-breakthrough-therapy-fdamaybe we'll see something on the market by 2021? Or at least a revamping of the laws.
― Fuck the NRA (ulysses), Wednesday, 27 November 2019 16:56 (four years ago) link
This is excellent news
― Suggest Banshee (Hadrian VIII), Wednesday, 27 November 2019 19:35 (four years ago) link
with psilocybin, there's something (...) impossible to od on
― ☮ (peace, man), Wednesday, 27 November 2019 20:26 (four years ago) link
I've been wanting to do some psychedelics again for a while but yeah, it's been well over 20 years. I took acid probably a 100 times before that and only ever had 2 bad trips and I used to take it alone a lot as well. But I don't think I'd do that these days.
― akm, Wednesday, 27 November 2019 20:57 (four years ago) link
Man I'd do acid every night if twere possible
― FBPRieu (Noodle Vague), Wednesday, 27 November 2019 21:03 (four years ago) link
would be great if it only lasted like 4 hours and you felt fine afterward
― akm, Wednesday, 27 November 2019 21:05 (four years ago) link
There's an LSD-like research chem that lasts about that long, I think.
― Greta Van Show Feets BB (milo z), Wednesday, 27 November 2019 21:09 (four years ago) link
hook me up milo
― alomar lines, Wednesday, 27 November 2019 21:10 (four years ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/6QrayiZ.png
https://i.imgur.com/7bAuQ50.png
https://i.imgur.com/XnF3ZRF.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/55S5jYS.jpg
― pplains, Saturday, 29 October 2022 03:10 (one year ago) link