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listening to johnny cash's song hurt. friend from america killed herself. go on. treat me like shit on this thread. prove to me that the world is a fucking shithole.

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:13 (twenty-two years ago)

sorry to hear that :(

― Bloodclaart Gangsta Youth Club (don), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:14 (twenty-two years ago)

the world is a shithole, it's true. I'm sorry though.

― teeny (teeny), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:15 (twenty-two years ago)

I'm sorry doomie. that's a really shitty thing to deal with.

― Ask For Samantha (thatgirl), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:16 (twenty-two years ago)

the world is a galaxy of shit tonight.

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:16 (twenty-two years ago)

Why did you come here?

― TOMBOT, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:17 (twenty-two years ago)

am emailing friends at the moment. manic, i guess with sadness.

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:17 (twenty-two years ago)

i'm very sorry to hear that doomie, i hope you're doing ok

― the surface noise and the analogue warmth (electricsound), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:18 (twenty-two years ago)

and will regret this thread in about five minutes. but who cares...

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:18 (twenty-two years ago)

that's what I'm trying to say. ILX probably the last place you need to be. There's little consolation here that you won't take with several grains of salt, I mean, that sucks, it's bad news, but I think your best bet if you can is to find something else to do, get on the telephone, watch some TV. ILX is extraordinarily capable of cruelty and oh wtf why am I even bothering.

― TOMBOT, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:23 (twenty-two years ago)

the world is a beautiful place full of beautiful things. beauty is something that transcends what we consider to be 'good' or 'bad', 'right' or 'wrong.

― stevem (blueski), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:25 (twenty-two years ago)

yes, yes, agreed. i just needed it verified that the world can be cruel and beautiful, so i can understand, see.

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:26 (twenty-two years ago)

doomie, I'm so, so sorry to hear that. You should really get off the computer for awhile, take a shower, sip some tea, curl up in bed, cry your heart out, sleep, and then take especially good care of yourself throughout the course of the next few days.

The world is not a miserable place. You can't let the worst aspects of life fool you into believing that. You have to keep on believing that the world is good, no matter what, because that's what keeps you from becoming a monster, from completely losing it.

We'll be here for you. Get some rest. Take care of yourself.

― Those Beautiful Lines (Dee the Lurker), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:32 (twenty-two years ago)

(xpost, obv)

― Those Beautiful Lines (Dee the Lurker), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:32 (twenty-two years ago)

nah, am not looking for consolation just wanted instant verification well i wait to talk to somebody. you can lock the thread now.

― doomie x, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:34 (twenty-two years ago)

hope yr ok doomie.

― weasel diesel (K1l14n), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 22:35 (twenty-two years ago)

I had a dear friend who was murdered. I have lost friends to suicide, suspected suicide/drug overdose, real drug overdose. Cancer.The thing is...you do somehow go on. listening to a particularly painful song may be your first stage of grief. Posting here may be your second. There are stages of grief, and if you can acknowledge them as they happen that puts you in control. And then you can be out of control as much as you want to, knowing that you have some parameters. I really hope you will be OK - but I really know that's very much up to you right now. Good luck. xo Alison

― aimurchie, Tuesday, 15 June 2004 23:47 (twenty-two years ago)

tom otm

i know we have our differences (like, all of them), but sorry doomie.

― strongo hulkington (dubplatestyle), Tuesday, 15 June 2004 23:48 (twenty-two years ago)

(Thread locked at doomie's request.)

― MODERATOR (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 16 June 2004 01:26 (twenty-two years ago)

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