i am losing my will to smoke down

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i used to want to all the time. i remember the thrill of my first bong in college like it was yesterday. but slowly over the past few years i've wanted to less and less. since i started up back at the beginning of high school i'd have paranoid times, so it's not that. it's just...it's weird, i'm just not feeling that the buzz and the things i think buzzed are as real as i once did. has this happened to anyone else? is there a remedy?

― white widow, Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:19 (twenty-one years ago)

Would you like a peanut, freak?

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:25 (twenty-one years ago)

Also you should have logged out for one of these in-depth personal-problem threads. Read the fucking FAQ creep.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:26 (twenty-one years ago)

Oh man, I take that back. It looks like you didn't log-in the first place. "White Widow," you take the fucking biscuit.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:28 (twenty-one years ago)

Give me back my peanut.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:28 (twenty-one years ago)

sorry. i never logged in. i thought i was posting anonymously, seeking potentially embarrassing advice/inviting scorn, as the faq says.

and no, i would not like a peanut.

― white widow, Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:30 (twenty-one years ago)

You are off your bleeding nut.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:32 (twenty-one years ago)

you seem angry

― white widow, Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:32 (twenty-one years ago)

You seem... numbskullesque.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:34 (twenty-one years ago)

i remember the thrill of my first bong in college like it was yesterday. but slowly over the past few years i've wanted to less and less

Is this your problem?

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:34 (twenty-one years ago)

too much pot perhaps, in response to your numbskullesque allegation. and that italicized quotation is not my problem, no. i thought my "problem" was clearly stated. i guess not. something about it ticked you off. wasn't my intention. sorry, eyeball kicks, whatever it is.

― white widow, Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:37 (twenty-one years ago)

What's your problem, EK?

― Alex in SF (Alex in SF), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:38 (twenty-one years ago)

I don't get it

― Jimmy Mod Knows You Eat Your Own Farts (ModJ), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:40 (twenty-one years ago)

Listen cunt, I don't want to see you let a good thing slip away. I don't like watching anybody make the same mistakes I made.

I've a real nice bong and it's always there for you. But fucking seriosuly, rwally serosuly, a nice bong wouldn't tell you what you should do.

Cunt, I'm sure that you think you got it all under control. You don't want some bong like Eyeball Kiss telling you the way to stay in someone's soul...

But you're a big boy now & probaly you'll never let her go and that's just the kind of thing she ought to (WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT)

No but really, tell me about it. I know everything you feel. I just don't accept you're for real.

Crazy dreams?
You need her?
How much she means?

Listen boy, it's not automatically a certain guarantee.
WRITE THAT LINE DOWN.
To insure yourself, you've got to provide communication constantly.
YOU"D BETTER INVEST IN A FUCKING NOTEBOOK.

When you love the bong you're always insecure and there's only one good way to reassure!

I know how much you care - I'm your lover!

I know how much you wish you were there

Every day before you leave...
(NEVER RETURN SCUM)
...pay me some attention
(DRAT)
give me something to believe

FUCKING ILX I am worrying just because you haven't spoken to me about my run-of-the-mill drug problem for so long

You think you may not have done anything

WILL THAT BE A CONSOLATION WHEN I'M GONE?

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:53 (twenty-one years ago)

*long pause*

― Alex in SF (Alex in SF), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:58 (twenty-one years ago)

xpost

chill out maaaan and hit THIS! White Widow you too!

― jmeister (jmeister), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:58 (twenty-one years ago)

(WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT)

OTM!

― Maria :D (Maria D.), Sunday, 24 April 2005 02:58 (twenty-one years ago)

wow, eyeball kicks, that speaks to me in many ways, believe it or not, in a way your few initial furious replies didn't. sort of spooky. i'm glad i'm not high now or i'd be freaking out over the coincidences. anyways i haven't touched a bong in years and only hit my bowl occassionally these days, less and less, as i mentioned above, with each passing month. i guess that really shouldn't bother me. just sort of a run of the mill thing. thanks.

― white widow, Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:02 (twenty-one years ago)

ur a drughead fiend of illegal narcotics. GO TO Jail!

― jmeister (jmeister), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:04 (twenty-one years ago)

I used to want to drink beer, but I've not been in the mood lately.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:05 (twenty-one years ago)

uh, forgot to log out.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:05 (twenty-one years ago)

also, white widow OTC

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:10 (twenty-one years ago)

EK what in christ on a pogo stick are you talking like a crazyperson for? Haven't we had enough psychotic shit on ilx this week?

― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:43 (twenty-one years ago)

Where? And where?

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:47 (twenty-one years ago)

I mean, blame Billy Joel.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 03:47 (twenty-one years ago)

Um, righto... backing away out of the thread now...

― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 24 April 2005 04:03 (twenty-one years ago)

I am drunk and I cannot figure out what the fuck is happening here

― Mickey (modestmickey), Sunday, 24 April 2005 05:31 (twenty-one years ago)

I'm sober and I cant!

― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 24 April 2005 05:45 (twenty-one years ago)

OMG BEST THREAD OF THE CENTURY

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 05:51 (twenty-one years ago)

I used to want to drink beer, but I've not been in the mood lately.

EK kind of has a point here, people.

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 05:52 (twenty-one years ago)

Which is? Seriously, I dont see the problem with someone posting "hey Ive gone off weed why is this?". OK saying "is there a remedy" is a bit odd, sure, but FFS why is everyone being so caustic anc cunty lately?

GET ONE MANNERS, PEOPLE.

― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:01 (twenty-one years ago)

you'd think a guy with the handle of eyeball kicks (isn't that ginsberg describing paintings by cezanne?) would be more sympathetic to the plight of the stoner.

― shookout (shookout), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:11 (twenty-one years ago)

trayce: i think because it may be the such a huge oxymoron.

pot is known to be an extreme demotivator, but here we have someone claiming that they are no longer motivated to smoke pot, even though they seem to want to!

get it?

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:12 (twenty-one years ago)

"the such a huge"

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:13 (twenty-one years ago)

Well ok fair enough, I see that point, I just dont get EK's insane nonsensical outbursts. There's been too much of that kind of rubbish on here lately and it's putting me off ilx, really.

― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:19 (twenty-one years ago)

i don't get it either.

so what if you don't feel like hitting the bong? i mean, are you gonna force yourself to roll a joint? it seems kinda silly to me.

― nathalie in a bar under the sea (stevie nixed), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:27 (twenty-one years ago)

i'm not saying that EK's response was proper, i'm just saying the idea of feeling guilty/weird about not wanting to smoke weed seems kind of silly to me.

at that point, you usually shouldn't care.

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 06:30 (twenty-one years ago)

Sorry, did not mean to be rude, but saw imbecile thread and took the opportunity to fill it with Billy Joel songs, adapted for the occasion.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 11:04 (twenty-one years ago)

Must dash.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 11:04 (twenty-one years ago)

PS: I am especially sorry about saying he took the biscuit.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 11:07 (twenty-one years ago)

It's heroin time!

― A Viking of Some Note (Andrew Thames), Sunday, 24 April 2005 15:00 (twenty-one years ago)

Somehow that post from Andrew just sent it over the top.

― Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 24 April 2005 15:05 (twenty-one years ago)

your whole problem, white widow, is that you have smoking down when you should have been smoking up. didn't you take smoker's ed. in high school?

― Amon (eman), Sunday, 24 April 2005 15:24 (twenty-one years ago)

FIGHT THE REAL ENEMY
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― The Sensational Sulk (sexyDancer), Sunday, 24 April 2005 15:51 (twenty-one years ago)

I thought this was going to be about duvet abuse.

― Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Sunday, 24 April 2005 17:30 (twenty-one years ago)

could you elaborate, sexyDancer?

― Sébastien Chikara (Sébastien Chikara), Sunday, 24 April 2005 17:35 (twenty-one years ago)

pretty self-explanatory, i think.

― cutty (mcutt), Sunday, 24 April 2005 17:46 (twenty-one years ago)

it's a good thing to argument, unless one doesn't take the internet so serious, of course

― Sébastien Chikara (Sébastien Chikara), Sunday, 24 April 2005 17:50 (twenty-one years ago)

Rubbish.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Sunday, 24 April 2005 17:50 (twenty-one years ago)

Well ok fair enough, I see that point, I just dont get EK's insane nonsensical outbursts. There's been too much of that kind of rubbish on here lately and it's putting me off ilx, really.

OTFM. Everybody is fucking pissed all the time. I blame Britney Spears' fetus.

― sugarpants: new and improved! (sugarpants), Monday, 25 April 2005 00:29 (twenty-one years ago)

Sugarpants.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Monday, 25 April 2005 00:33 (twenty-one years ago)

Look I'll partly retract my earlier comments simply because I had no idea you were (strangely and mutatedly) quoting some billy joel song. So yeah.

― Trayce (trayce), Monday, 25 April 2005 00:52 (twenty-one years ago)

Also I will say sorry.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Monday, 25 April 2005 01:14 (twenty-one years ago)

One day.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Monday, 25 April 2005 01:15 (twenty-one years ago)

To you.

― Eyeball Kicks (Eyeball Kicks), Monday, 25 April 2005 01:16 (twenty-one years ago)

HAY HAY HAY HAY HAY
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SMOEK WEED EVARYDAY

― kingfish maximum overdrunk (Kingfish), Monday, 25 April 2005 01:55 (twenty-one years ago)

let me tell you something joe rogen. i smoke rock.

― cutty (mcutt), Monday, 25 April 2005 02:18 (twenty-one years ago)

DRUGS LEAD TO

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― kingfish maximum overdrunk (Kingfish), Monday, 25 April 2005 02:24 (twenty-one years ago)

i have the urge to smoke weed more and more lately.

― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 25 April 2005 07:16 (twenty-one years ago)

I've got this mad urge to become a drunk and write a rambling, incoherent novel that will be discovered weeks after I die in a dingy apartment somewhere. Someone will pick it up, take it home, read it, and cry out, "My God! No wonder he was living like a bum...terrible."

― Gear! (can Jung shill it, Mu?) (Gear!), Monday, 25 April 2005 07:21 (twenty-one years ago)

also, christ, don't offer the man a peanut, he might be allergic, like this guy right here. peanuts kill.

― Gear! (can Jung shill it, Mu?) (Gear!), Monday, 25 April 2005 07:22 (twenty-one years ago)

is there a reverse 4:20 for the am?

― hstencil (hstencil), Monday, 25 April 2005 07:37 (twenty-one years ago)

am???

― ()ops (()()ps), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 01:16 (twenty-one years ago)

A reverse 420? Like "what ho, it's 11am, I think I'll have a cup of tea"?

― Trayce (trayce), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 01:19 (twenty-one years ago)

"tea"

― Curious George (1/6 Scale Model) (Rock Hardy), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 01:28 (twenty-one years ago)

smoking now is kinda crappy. i have to really regulate it and not binge. when i just sit around and get stoned all day/every day, it just sucks. but i do it anyways. when i wasn't buying weed for a few weeks, it felt a lot better when i started again.

― Ian John50n (orion), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 02:31 (twenty-one years ago)

This thread is disturbing.

― happy fun ball (kenan), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 03:13 (twenty-one years ago)

no i mean if it's 4:20 AM - i always relate 4:20 to the PM.

― hstencil (hstencil), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 04:34 (twenty-one years ago)

yah im like at once a day now maybe.

― charleston charge (chaki), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 06:30 (twenty-one years ago)

Not smoking is brilliant. DOn't get me wqrong, smoking is cool as well, but when you stop for a fortnight, then have the occasional blow, it's immense. ALso, when you stop smoking, the times when you're NOT smoking are a lot more . . life-like.

― Johnney B (Johnney B), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 07:02 (twenty-one years ago)

I think I'd rather do this, i.e. stop for a while occasionally, but the wife's having none of it. I'd find it very difficult not to smoke while she is, silly maybe but I can go without quite easily if it's not around. But my wife is a DOPE FIEND so I kind of am by default as well! Most of the time it's fun but occasionally I find it a bit boring.

― Colonel Poo (Colonel Poo), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 09:53 (twenty-one years ago)

i like your wife, "colonel poo"

― cutty (mcutt), Tuesday, 26 April 2005 11:59 (twenty-one years ago)

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