― blahbarian, Sunday, 8 May 2005 09:42 (twenty-one years ago)
― C J (C J), Sunday, 8 May 2005 09:43 (twenty-one years ago)
― Owen, Sunday, 8 May 2005 10:06 (twenty-one years ago)
i am angry cos:i met up with old friends last night and it felt trite, a bit superficial, and well ultimately a bit disapointing.i miss my ex-GF and am wondering if i will ever have sex again or meet someone who wants to go out with me (or rather, not that i dont think there are people who will want to go out with me, just where the fuck am i going to meet them?!?!)i think i expect too much from life so it can only be a dissapointmenti know not what my career is nor where its goingi am sick of being nice and being reasonable when im feeling angry!
other than that, life is grand!
perhaps i have listened to too much stooges/velvets/dubstep in the last day though. i feel better having typed this.
― blahbarian, Sunday, 8 May 2005 10:25 (twenty-one years ago)
― cindy margolis holocaust (Jody Beth Rosen), Sunday, 8 May 2005 13:08 (twenty-one years ago)
― blahbarian, Sunday, 8 May 2005 13:34 (twenty-one years ago)
― caitlin oh no (caitxa1), Sunday, 8 May 2005 13:35 (twenty-one years ago)
― tehresa (tehresa), Sunday, 8 May 2005 16:53 (twenty-one years ago)
― The Irrelevant Man (Negativa) (Barima), Sunday, 8 May 2005 17:21 (twenty-one years ago)
― Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Sunday, 8 May 2005 18:01 (twenty-one years ago)
― uytuyt, Sunday, 8 May 2005 18:04 (twenty-one years ago)
― strng hlkngtn, Sunday, 8 May 2005 18:12 (twenty-one years ago)
― $V£N! (blueski), Sunday, 8 May 2005 19:04 (twenty-one years ago)
― The Irrelevant Man (Negativa) (Barima), Sunday, 8 May 2005 19:28 (twenty-one years ago)
(Truth is, I ain't required/desirable company these days)
― The Irrelevant Man (Negativa) (Barima), Sunday, 8 May 2005 19:34 (twenty-one years ago)
― $V£N! (blueski), Sunday, 8 May 2005 19:35 (twenty-one years ago)
― The Irrelevant Chandler Man (Negativa) (Barima), Sunday, 8 May 2005 19:57 (twenty-one years ago)
― Ste (Fuzzy), Sunday, 8 May 2005 20:18 (twenty-one years ago)
― di, Sunday, 8 May 2005 21:48 (twenty-one years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 8 May 2005 22:39 (twenty-one years ago)
― tokyo nursery school: afternoon session (rosemary), Monday, 9 May 2005 00:52 (twenty-one years ago)
ah, fun with sentence diagrams...
― cindy margolis holocaust (Jody Beth Rosen), Monday, 9 May 2005 00:57 (twenty-one years ago)
― mouse (mouse), Monday, 9 May 2005 01:52 (twenty-one years ago)
― Shimura Curve (kate), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:10 (twenty-one years ago)
― Ste (Fuzzy), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:11 (twenty-one years ago)
― Shimura Curve (kate), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:14 (twenty-one years ago)
― Penelope_111 (Penelope_111), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:24 (twenty-one years ago)
― slightly more subdued (kenan), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:27 (twenty-one years ago)
― diedre mousedropping and a quarter (Dave225), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:28 (twenty-one years ago)
Then I got into the specific problems that had brought me to the sessions. We didn't really discuss what exactly triggers the anger, but more what happens, sort of physiologically and emotionally when I go into either mood swings or rage attacks (or what distinguishes a rage attack from a panic attack). There was also "what would happen if you did/didn't do this..."
She seemed quite interested by my sort of crying reflex which I've always been very annoyed by - when I get really angry, I cry sometimes uncontrollably and totally reflexively, without even thinking about it except that it annoys me. So we started talking about that.
Then she started asking - I don't even remember what - something quite unrelated. Oh yeah, how I handle criticism, and I started talking about my ex, and just spiralled into rage. She suggested maybe I need an outlet for that rage. I don't know if that's constructive, because venting rage only ever creates more rage in my life. But the crying relex being a coping mechanism was an interesting idea.
― Shimura Curve (kate), Monday, 9 May 2005 13:29 (twenty-one years ago)
― The Irrelevant Man (Negativa) (Barima), Monday, 9 May 2005 14:29 (twenty-one years ago)
― jill schoelen is the queen of my dreams! (Homosexual II), Monday, 9 May 2005 14:32 (twenty-one years ago)
― N_Rq, Monday, 9 May 2005 14:39 (twenty-one years ago)
― teeny (teeny), Monday, 9 May 2005 14:45 (twenty-one years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Monday, 9 May 2005 17:21 (twenty-one years ago)
― Je4nne ƒury (Jeanne Fury), Monday, 9 May 2005 17:54 (twenty-one years ago)
― LeCoq (LeCoq), Monday, 9 May 2005 18:01 (twenty-one years ago)
Turntable tonearm, I am so angry at you! I wish you weren't acting so fucked since we moved, I don't really have the money to take you in to be fixed!
― The Ten Things I Hate About Commandments (Abbbottt), Saturday, 16 October 2010 00:02 (fifteen years ago)
Angry!
Ever been so wrathful you're not sure whether to consult a psychiatrist or an exorcist?
― Charlie Chaliapin (j.lu), Saturday, 16 October 2010 00:24 (fifteen years ago)