aloha via satellite

hi, i was a regular here some time ago. i just wanted to apologize for my incredible bitchiness from a while back. unfortunately i can't identify myself. i was pushing people away and isolating myself because of some, um, externally imposed stress that i can't really discuss. i was essentially paranoid and mistrusted everyone because of this stress. i've been feeling really bad about it, and i thought some of the more old-time people should know about it, and i hope those people can figure it out. anyway, i'm feeling more like myself now. i'm gonna get a fake name & email a la nabisco so that i can feel more free to post. if you don't know what this is about, please ignore. thanks.