This time it is real, Bela fleck is being rejected totally by me because

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you know what this is like? talking to the jabberwacky chat bot. it's as if someone is testing an AI program here.

Kim (Kim), Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:38 (eighteen years ago) link

http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/100203/dog-gone-crazy.gif

Magic Marissa, Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:39 (eighteen years ago) link

ihttp://cosserv3.fau.edu/~cis/AST2002/crazy.jpg

Magic Marissa, Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:41 (eighteen years ago) link

people have considered doing such things apparently -

http://www.ai-forum.org/topic.asp?forum_id=1&topic_id=16192

Kim (Kim), Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:42 (eighteen years ago) link

http://www.thatsweird.net/Pictures/crazy%20woman.jpg

Magic Marissa, Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:43 (eighteen years ago) link

http://www.freenyc.net/archives/images/CSH_FRNT.jpg

THE SUMMARY, Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:44 (eighteen years ago) link

we should've never taught bela how to post photos

marissa fan, Sunday, 14 August 2005 16:46 (eighteen years ago) link

I personally feel that Hollywood is not filled with any very sexy or sensuous.
Their videos are sexy, but crude.
their love scene don't turn me on. their leading men don't turn me on.,they are cold people. The way they touch each other...it is very cold.
Hollywood and their stars don't appear sexy.
Not my taste.

I am into the obscure.

I am uploading my site ..but my new site with my new stage is having all my new music and new material on it....
this site will only last to prove my point?
Is bela that fine looking? does he have it ? is he sexy enough for me?
what about his lips? his eyes?
Let us analyze this.
Do you think bela is sexy and sensuous enough for me.?
do you think he is a warm person?
Is he attractive enough for me?
I am not sure.
does he have a sensuous voice that I would love to wake up to at 3 am?
would Bela be able to satisfy my womanly desires?
I am not sure.
I don't think so.
Bela thinks that fame and money can make him appear more desirable, more sexy, and more sensuous.
wrong!!!!!!!!!
I am posting my photos here.
I want to show you why Bela never contacted me.
He is not my type. he is a man with a t shirt, chewing his cud and play grass music.
toe stomping stuff.
I am going show why" I " have rejected Bela.
He is intimdiated .
Men are not promoting sensuous people in hollywood...just t and a.]
I could post a penis here, but that is not nessessarily sexy.

I am looking for one now..It may take me a few hours to post a sensuous photo of myself..the other ones' are coming soon. I am showing you why Bela insults me. He is intimidated.
He is a man with NO libido, and no guts.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 17:50 (eighteen years ago) link

I meant to edit this. Their videos are NOT sexy but crude.
NOT.,

the reason none of these are really sexy, is because they are cold, and alot of the women look like men.
they have cheek implants..boob jobs....nose refinement operation. the men have have plastic surgury, especially cheek implants.
they bleach their skin, pluck all their eyebrows out.
all this fake bleach on their dark hair...all the fake hair colour and tons of make up...
the people are not sexy, but plastic and cold.
The are insipid people with cold passionless love scene for a passionless culture; USA. WHen it says, made in the USA, you know it is not high quality.

marissa marchant-, Sunday, 14 August 2005 17:54 (eighteen years ago) link

Bela is totally intimidated by my talent and I don't think he dating a woman who looks like a woman.
I think bela is so intimidated that he can do is date a woman who looks like a man. He called his ordinary looking wife gorgeous to make himself feel good.
She was not really beautiful.

either is Bela....
Bela isn't good enough for me.
I wouldn't want to wake up in the middle night to hear his voice of passionless toneness bordem. this is the reason bela is not contacting me.
the man has a LOW libido, and problems...real problems.

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marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:11 (eighteen years ago) link

Here is a photo of Crispin. Does he look like a passionate man?
does he lookk like someone I want to make passionate love to?
Look at this photo? is this a man that I would obsess over???get real man.
ihttp://marissamarchant.com/slide_show.html?show=Slide_Show&picture=picture5.jpg

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:13 (eighteen years ago) link

>img src=http://marissamarchant.com/slide_shows/Slide_Show/king.jpg>

Was any couple ever more meant for each other?

Truckdrivin' Buddha (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:13 (eighteen years ago) link

anyone have an answer of why these photos won't show up except for link???

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:14 (eighteen years ago) link

Bah!

They're not showing up because past a certain size, using the "i" at the front doesn't work. Foolproof method: < img src=[URL] >, with the spaces removed after the first caret and before the last one.

Truckdrivin' Buddha (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:16 (eighteen years ago) link

>img src=http://marissamarchant.com/slide_show.html?show=Slide_Show&picture=picture5.jpg>


I think it was Bela who got on here accusing me of being obsessed with Crispin unsensious Glover.
Does Crispin look sensuous???

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:18 (eighteen years ago) link

it is interesting that some people that I would date a man who looks like Crispin for money.
this is what crispin looks like in his daily life.
I don't think he is my type.
I think Crispin looks weird.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:20 (eighteen years ago) link

this is fleck. he is a cold looking man.
you can see the passionless, expressiion of a man in love with only money.
It is written all over his unsensuous expression. Another dead-pan expression.
Not my type...I wouldn't want to wake up look at this.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:26 (eighteen years ago) link

i have seen Bela before he bought the blue contact lenses. Bela is not happy with the way he was born. I liked his brown eyes that he was born with. I have seen him very close up...he has brown eyes. don't you think media people are a bit image crazied.?

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:28 (eighteen years ago) link

the longer hair was nice, it softened cold fleck up. Now Fleck has a military hair cut.
He play bango like he is shooting bullets in army boot camp.
and wears batman t shirts...

marissa -marchant-, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:30 (eighteen years ago) link

this is Bela with his girlfriend on the left. He looks nice here, I like the smile.

this is why bela hasn't phoned me.

He feels less intimidated by his girlfriend on the left side of him.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:36 (eighteen years ago) link

the woman on the right was his girlfriend last year, now he is dating the woman on the left.
this is the real reason bela doesn't speak to me.
Not because I am crazy, but because Bela is not a real man.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:39 (eighteen years ago) link

M, you have to give the actual address of the graphic, not just the slideshow webpage that shows it:

so this:

ihttp://marissamarchant.com/slide_show.html?picture=picture1.jpg&show=Slide_Show

would better be displayed as this:

http://marissamarchant.com/slide_shows/Slide_Show/ii.png

You have to right-click on the actual graphic to get its address.

Bela looks like Bob Odenkirk wearing his mullet-wig.

kingfish completely hatstand (Kingfish), Sunday, 14 August 2005 18:46 (eighteen years ago) link

really? I like the fact that Crispin Glover doesn't have a t.v and hasn't owned one since he was 18 years old. I found an interview on him. that is very interesting. I haven't owned a Television for years.
He seems to not have an interest in popular culture. He is a rebel. I like that. too bad there aren't more men to chose from who don't own t.v's and have things in common with me.
Crispin as some things in common with me. Not everything though.
There are other people out there like him. I would like to find them.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 20:32 (eighteen years ago) link

Wow, Bela is HOTTTTTTTTTT.
I really find Bela attractive.
Marissa, are you sure you don't want him at all? Because I'm into him.

Forksclovetofu (Forksclovetofu), Sunday, 14 August 2005 20:37 (eighteen years ago) link

Bela looks like Bill Berry's fratboy cousin.

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:00 (eighteen years ago) link

wow, this must be Bela saying this.
Are you are woman or a man?
or are you bela?
Bela loves himself like this.

I have seen some photos of Bela that look very interesting.
I have seen him in person. He is not bad looking. I think he is pretty good looking. But he is a real man inside of himself.
He is not a man. Don't you understand. He is really weak inside.
This man Bela, has little confidence in himself. He can barely talk on stage. He is sooo quiet...
He is soooo inward.
He has some confidence with the same old crowd of low libido jammers.
But Bela has a closed world.
Yes, Bela is a pretty attractive guy.
but looks don't last.
Bela has nice eyes.
But what is inside of Bela. He has no convinctions about anything.
Relationships have to be more then just good looks.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:20 (eighteen years ago) link

Why do I get the feeling that someday Marissa will, in fact, try to find out what is inside of Bela?

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:34 (eighteen years ago) link

He has a kidneys, liver, heart, brain, blood, veins.
I already know.
Nothing that ususual.
there was one photo I really liked, but I can't find it now. he was behind his bango with his lips on the bango..you couldn't see his chin.
this was a great photo. He looked warm in this photo.
I like warmth.
I can't find out what is inside of Bela's heart and soul, because he is inward.
I don't know how to.
I have given up.
I am a more outward person. On stage I don't feel introverted.
I am not afraid of large crowds or small.

Not anymore.
I was when I was a teenager. I don't have alot of stage fright.
I don't have trouble speaking in front of alot of people.
Bela has trouble with audiences. He is very introverted.
not saying I never get nervous, I do when on stage totally alone, more then with a backup. I have had real stage fright getting up on stage alone in front of large crowds.
It depends ...sometimes not.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:43 (eighteen years ago) link

It is like most people to ignore my photos and call Bela HOT.
He is not better looking then I am.
so why call him hot?
He is five nine. I am five eight and a half.
the reason he doesn't phone me is the same you are ignoring what I look like.
no confidence. Bela is not really that gorgeous.
I dated better looking men. His name was Daniel.
At least Dan had the nerve to go out with me.
that was because dan is the extreme of good looking.
I am too good looking for Bela.
Let bela find someone else.
I am too good looking for most men.
I just don't give a shit about insecure men.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:50 (eighteen years ago) link

Marissa I really like your song 'Emu'

I was wondering if you sang the melody line in the same key as the piano part, or if you recorded it while the piano part was playing in a different key and then re-recorded the piano part?

because it is very, very difficult to sing and stay on pitch when singing to music that's in a different key so I am just curious

either way I like the song very much and you should forget about Bela as soon as possible

(Jon L), Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:55 (eighteen years ago) link


I don't have any photos of daniel to upload on cd or otherwise.
not on floppys..but this man Micheal Praed, looks very similar to my ex-boyfriend Daniel.
Dan was more masculine looking but very similar to this photo. This is why I never contacted Bela Fleck after he was staring at me.
I was in love with Daniel. and Dan is six two and looks like this...and is one of the most gorgeous I have seen or dated..not to mention interesting and smart.
but troubled.
sigh.
Daniel contacted ...called me and asked me out.
wasn't snobby.
Daniel is a gorgeous man...and told me that I was gorgeous.
I was love he said.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:56 (eighteen years ago) link

Well done Marissa!

Please come play a show in NYC. I got all excited when I heard about the Bitter End gig. Too bad it's not happening.

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 21:58 (eighteen years ago) link

I was losing technique at the time I was recorded that demo of Emu...
I was singing out in clubs with my guitar..and my voice is large and needs to be controlled..it falls back in the throat if it isn't placed in the head properly.
My voice teacher in philly told me to stop singing with my guitar and piano at the same time..since then my technique has returned and I can sing in pitch in this key...
It has nothing to do with the key...with proper technique a person should be able to sing well in every key. this song was record five years ago...I had a brief problem with technique. I had to go back for some lessons to help.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:01 (eighteen years ago) link

Yes, I played at the bitter end.
but I don't have the money to live in NYC and own a grand piano and fifty thousand studio.
and I don't have the money to travel.
I have to live in smaller city in upstate new york.
Near the finger lakes.
they have a great music school there...eastman.
I can't afford to play in new york anymore. I am moving from boston..
I have been told by my voice teacher to not sing with my instruments to maintain my technique. everyone is different. but I have a larger voice and it takes more control and more work to sing well ..the more voice you have.
I took her advice.
Now my pitch problems are not there.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:04 (eighteen years ago) link

So if we want to see you play live - and support you financially - where should we go?

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:08 (eighteen years ago) link

I would love to hear the new version of 'emu'

but the current versions of 'emu' and 'it's sun' are my favorites because the keyboard parts set up expectations for the melody to do certain things, and then you do something completely different, and I love the tension, it's very unusual and different. I like those songs a lot so I hope you don't think of those two songs as 'problems', I could do with a whole record of those...

good luck with the move and if you ever want to set up a gig in san francisco, please drop me an e-mail!

milton parker (Jon L), Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:09 (eighteen years ago) link

In ninth grade, a retarded kid with autism was placed in our typing class. He'd whoop and scream and do this rowing gesture with his arms. We all just thought it was hilarious even though the teacher yelled at us because hey, we were fourteen.

As the semester wore on, we laughed less and less even though the kid's antics became more prevelant as the lessons got harder. And finally, not to sound like an ABC Afternoon Special, I finally understood why laughing at retarded people is in poor taste.

Anyway. The more I read this thread, the more I get that feeling again.

Pleasant Plains /// (Pleasant Plains ///), Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:11 (eighteen years ago) link

It's not as simple as that, Pleasant. I think we're fulfilling a certain need here, in a weird way.

At any rate, to use your own logic, it would be impolite to discuss this in Marissa's presence, no?

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:13 (eighteen years ago) link

Not to mention that I would totally, unironically, love to see Miss MM live.

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:15 (eighteen years ago) link

I am not a spoiled brat. I have no funds to travel to gig.
sorry.
I would love to thankyou for the offer.
I am redoing Emu..and I have others that I liked. Napolean's complex, which changes keys...
and Page Blue, as some of my favorite songs that I have done. Page Blue is with open tuning guitar.
Bluesy but not typical blues.
I am not sure if this is my favorite..but I just wrote another tune..I am not sure what to call it.
very different then the rest of my pieces.
and I wrote a latin song.
and a song in French.
I am working on it.
but side tracked with thoughts of packing.
Page blue, I like the guitar part. I plan on really fixing up Emu, but the end of Emu was improvized.
I am not sure I completely match it.
The end of It's Sun was complete improv..and I basically improvized the bridge of that song...of the top of head with no preparation.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 14 August 2005 22:17 (eighteen years ago) link

PP makes a good point. I am mocking bela.
He is attractive. But I shouldn't take it personally that he doesn't support outside artists who don't fit in the bluegrass mold. I should not mock him. He can't see it.
and he can't help it.
He is what he is.
but he isn't that nice a man.

marissa -marchant, Monday, 15 August 2005 00:32 (eighteen years ago) link

the reason I am making the statement about men not liking very good looking women, is because it is true.
Most men are whimps.
They want to put themselves on pedistals even though they are not good looking enough for me, and all they do is put me down in their own minds..saying that I am inferior to them. I think that is what Bela thinks..that he is HOT...and I am not ....
but in reality, I am better looking then Bela and I think in many he is very intimidated my talent.
Isn't that sad.
Isn't it sad that so many immature and insecure men have to put good looking women down to make themselves feel good and start talking about man who is not good looking enough for me as though he is hot and I am not.
? isn't that lame?
the reason I think I am too good looking for Bela is that he is intimidated by me and can't communicate with me. But Dan wasn't afraid...
Poor Dan...I would never make fun of him..he was dyslexic.
Daniel had unsual beauty in many ways.
Bela is a rough person, an ordnary guy, not retarded.
Bela is attractive...not HOT.
and he deserves this since he feels that he is too good to speak to women who are too good looking for him.

marissa marchant-, Monday, 15 August 2005 01:26 (eighteen years ago) link

Marissa, I will bust that ass.

Forksclovetofu (Forksclovetofu), Monday, 15 August 2005 01:34 (eighteen years ago) link

Marissa, I can take anything but not knowing.
Could you give me a sign?

I've got a new life and you would hardly recognize me. No one’s gonna drag you up; I only want you to get into the light where you belong. But where do you belong? Under the pale moon?

For so many posts I’ve wondered who you are, how can a person like you bring me joy? I see a lot of stars but enough's enough.

Life is demanding.

]]daniel again?

marissa -marchant, Monday, 15 August 2005 01:51 (eighteen years ago) link

what is wrong with you?
it is you again isn't Daniel? on Live journal seeking attention.?
I am not into stars, but some of these people are talented.
No nessessarily more talented then the rest of the world.
I have wondered? could you think about bringing someone else joy?
you are analyzing my posts by wondering if I could bring you joy?
But do you ever consider what you can bring to someone?

marissa -marchant, Monday, 15 August 2005 01:54 (eighteen years ago) link

here we go again. so dan, have you let yourself go?
why would I hardly recognize you? Gained 500 lbs?
So you aged a bit.
balding?
why would I hardly recognize you?
your whole new life, it is demanding?
o.k. you will bust that ass? what are you talking about dan?

marissa -marchant, Monday, 15 August 2005 02:12 (eighteen years ago) link


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