This time it is real, Bela fleck is being rejected totally by me because

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You really must care about me. that is true that it is you who care, not Bela. He is in love with Bela and unable to give to anyone.
He is glorifying in himself and he should been a little supportive to me at least.
but I think you are better man then he is. I knew that in heart and that is why I didn't respond to bela when he was flirting with me. I just wanted you ...
I knew you had a good heart.
Thankyou again for all the money, it is helping.
you are good man.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 00:12 (eighteen years ago) link

O.k, maybe there is some love there, and I won't send it back if you really care.
but it very difficult to understand ..you are so cryptic..so micheal praed is my only photo that I could remember you by, since you never wanted me to take a photo of you.
he looks a bit like you sometime, not all. you are more handsome then Micheal.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 00:14 (eighteen years ago) link

Thanks. I think you're kind of sweet yourself.
Pretty nutty, but in a "college girlfriend I never quite got over" way.
Do you want to go on a road trip?

Forksclovetofu (Forksclovetofu), Saturday, 20 August 2005 00:16 (eighteen years ago) link

huh?no, I don't want to talk to someone like this any longer.
it is too cryptic.
I prefer things that are more direct.'

No, I don't like road trips.

I don't want know what you talking about. I like driving at night.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 01:51 (eighteen years ago) link

Okay, how direct would you like me to be?

Forksclovetofu (Forksclovetofu), Saturday, 20 August 2005 02:54 (eighteen years ago) link

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kingfish fucked up his login (kingfish 2.0), Saturday, 20 August 2005 08:21 (eighteen years ago) link

my name has been hijacked. I never said that Bela is a fuck.


These people are passe'.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 11:55 (eighteen years ago) link

Any man who thinks that women are beneathe men can't sustain a healthy relationship with a woman. Bela goes from one failed relationship to another and can't relate with women who want to be equal. that is why is has not responded to me. his mind is on a primitive level, his rap music is like grunting, he is a barbarian...he thinks on a very low level. his thinking about women is one of a very primitive and undeveloped mind. his instrument banjo is primitive ...
50 percent of all marriages end in divorce because men do not think women are worth respecting.
men don't respect women, and the women leave or want out.
they don't want to be treated like garbage.
why is it that bela and edgar and men like him can't admit they don't respect women.
>?
and why can't they admit that anger is justified.?
why do they that women should not be angry at men who disrespect women and men who ignore women who are gifted and form all male clubs and walk around like pompous mindless beasts?
because can't think their way out of a paper bag.

Bela's marriage ended like all his relationships, because he thinks that women are of little status and importance.
that is the whole reason all my relationships fail with men. they have no respect for women.

this pompousity is definately a serious character flaw.
nuts.
in the minds of men they are superior...in the minds of most women, they are pompous bigots..and liars.
Men live out their lies and delusions, excluding women and exalting men to the highest positions..in every field ....
men live out their lies that they are superior. most of them truly inferior, anyone who is this pompous, delusional, and arrogant couldn't be the finest ....

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 12:23 (eighteen years ago) link

I am not sure Dan i is lyin dan and at this point, the man is something I don't want to try to figure out.
this man, he created the Mer Des Rats Cd cover.
His voice is quite sensuous, I like his singing voice too.
but his speaking voice, is very sensuous.
He is an excellent guitarists.
even if he doesn't play on the most complex level, his music is evolved because of its beauty and purity.
I love his language.
I love the way he speaks.

I think he is fun loving by nature, but shy for some reason from most people.
I don't think he takes himself that seriously. I don't sense that he is a massive ego.
I think he is mostly doing music because he is in to it.
He complimented me directly about my music and my looks. He didn't email me...well he that too...but when Nicolas complimented me, he did it like a man would.
not a boy.
this is him the man who created that brilliant Cd cover Mer Des Rats and promoting my new cd with Crispin Glover...I know Nicolas is too high class to do rap and hip hop.
sigh...
He is cute..

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 14:24 (eighteen years ago) link

His music exudes elegance, class, and some sophistication.
He is not a rapper. He is not trying to be in with the lowest.
He is a great guitarist, percussionist, flautist, arranger, and sings and has a nice voice and great speaking voice. I haven't heard that much of his singing so I can't say...
his voice is beautiful.
I think he is elegant compared to Bela and his crowd.
He has long hair and looks like a troubadour that is traveling on horseback..but he is real, not conceited..not totally stuck on himself and I think he is a success because his music is beautiful.
His personality is not perfect..but his voice and nature coincides with his warmth of character and depth.
Nicolas Quemener
the man who who create Mer Des Rat cover..

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 14:30 (eighteen years ago) link

we need someone to put an end to this. conscience pays good.

you will be shot (you will be shot), Saturday, 20 August 2005 14:37 (eighteen years ago) link

Yes, this has gone far enough. In fact, this has gone far enough about 550 posts ago.

joseph cotten (joseph cotten), Saturday, 20 August 2005 16:56 (eighteen years ago) link

the bigots are feeling a little uncomfortable, considering they don't respect women and don't want to be told there is something wrong with this.

the bigots are out, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:19 (eighteen years ago) link

The bigots are getting tired of people that they are can't control everything. They to tell someone what to do.

They are now dictating what thread should last.

The bigots love control.

the bigots are uncomfortable, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:21 (eighteen years ago) link

the sexist, bigotted and hateful men are all getting uncomfortable because they understand they can't hold down a woman.

They try to with control, money, but it doesn't work.

the bigots are all uncomfortable being confronted about their inferiority.

anyone who is a bigot and thinks that any person, human is beneathe them is an inferior person.

bigots and sexist men are inferior people and inferior minds.

bigots rot, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:24 (eighteen years ago) link

Marissa,
you and all these little people living inside your head are getting a bit boring now, to tell you the truth.

Do something really crazy to entertain us, or get the fuck out of here.
Now.
Please.

snowballing (snowballing), Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:26 (eighteen years ago) link

I like nicolas, I don't think he cares about puffing himself up that much.
all men are not totally conceited.

this is one man I think is not totally messed up.

his mind is more developed. he hates rap and hip hop ..and that he why plays elegant music.
I love elegant people. So does Crispin.
he dresses like a very elegant man.
but i think nicolas is more elegant.
i love elegance and aesthetics.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:27 (eighteen years ago) link

Nico has a really sexy voice and the language is ultra sexy.
I love the france language.

and his mind is more on a higher plane. He makes love to the guitar..
it really turns me on...and then to hear his sexy voice tell me that I am a very beautiful woman, was such a thrill.
and to hear his voice, not email..to hear him say that I have talent and that I am very talented, really was nice..especially since he has such a sexy, luscious and sensuous voice.

Men who love guitar, turn me on..and men who have luscious voices. I am into voices...
when I hear a man with a sexy voice ...speaking in a sexy language and playing a sexy instrument, I become turned on.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:31 (eighteen years ago) link

Here are the songs I have to offer:

But where are the REMIXES???

eek, Saturday, 20 August 2005 17:44 (eighteen years ago) link

Rock Hardy (Rock Hardy), Saturday, 20 August 2005 18:24 (eighteen years ago) link

everyone has an ego, including your cat or dog.

There is something that is majorly wrong with human being who think other humans are inferior to themselves. There is something wrong with humans who think that certain humans are inferior.

The only humans that are inferior, are bigots.
bigots live a lie.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 19:02 (eighteen years ago) link

By your own logic in that post, there is something "majorly wrong" with you.

Rock Hardy (Rock Hardy), Saturday, 20 August 2005 19:38 (eighteen years ago) link

this thread is stupid.
i hate this thread.
i just came in here to say this thread is stupid.
and it should stop.
bye.

ILX Backhanded Troll, Saturday, 20 August 2005 19:52 (eighteen years ago) link

Marissa, I'm with you all the way.
Fuck tha haters.
All I need in this life of sin is me and my girlfriend.
Let's ride to the bloody end.
I was too immature to understand your ways. Inexperience back in the day caused so many arguments and now I realize how to treat you. The secret to keep you is being faithful.
We're closer than the hands of time, deeper than the drop of mankind.
I trust you dearly.
We all soldiers in God's eyes and now it's time for war.
Never leave me baby. I'm paranoid; jealous when you hang with the fellows.
I wait patiently alone, anticipating for the moment you come home.
I'm waiting by the phone.
This is true love, I can feel it.
I've had a lot of women in my bed, but you're the realest.
If you ever need me call, I'll be there through it all.
You're the reason I can stand tall.
My girlfriend.

Forksclovetofu (Forksclovetofu), Saturday, 20 August 2005 19:58 (eighteen years ago) link

This time it is real, this thread is being rejected totally by me because

hey thread, if you wrote those sorry messages, you must be really juvenile.
You have had five years to say something kind or nice to me.
You are a very cold thread.
You are a very unsupportive thread. You didn't support me when I supported you.

blunt (blunt), Saturday, 20 August 2005 20:14 (eighteen years ago) link

I heard there's a computer now that generates gibberish.

http://www.ear.fm/Encyclopedia%20M/merchant1.jpg

A lot of people like Fela and Beck.

Ian Christe (Ian Christe), Saturday, 20 August 2005 20:18 (eighteen years ago) link

http://www.themegalithiceuropean.com/images/julian.jpg

Come to me, Maerisa. I am waiting.

Poem Natty (Ian Christe), Saturday, 20 August 2005 20:38 (eighteen years ago) link

Bela only likes women that have no real talent and he them money for sexual favors.


That's not a favor then, it's a job.

Judge Judy (Ian Christe), Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:30 (eighteen years ago) link

In a society of bigots, sexist barbarianism, treating some people like rags is acceptable.
In Italy, the women are not marrying.
Not having children.
They are marching in the streets.
Bigots are mutants.
Bigots are small-minded people and people who love the KKK and other orgs.
They love white male power and domination. The music biz is all about domination, and nothing to do with loving music or women.

The music industry is exuding hatred towards women.

And bela and those guys they are following the sea of hatred.

They belittle and ignore talented women.

Bigotry is something that is destroying our world.

Norway is cool. the people are tolerant.
They believe that women are equal. they are not barbarians. the usa and us, we have the culture of the barbarians. the music of the barbarian. Rap is not commerical, it is barbarian.
Bela is not a elegant man with higher thoughts and intellect, he is a lower type of person, with Edgar, they are on a lower intellectual plane.
they believe women are their inferiors and enjoy the grunters music, Rap.

Rap is cool to people who are extremely primitive and people who like to hear grunting rather then singing.

Rap is for the sexist bigot who loves this grunt fraud. I hate rap, I love music.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:38 (eighteen years ago) link

when bela was staring at me a while ago at a concert he stared for an hour in front of his poor fiance.
he had no respect for her presense.
He didn't care about her feelings.
He didn't care about me either. I was an object.

she was too and she fell in love and had her heart broken when she realized he never loved her at all.

He was rude to his fiance.

the man doesn't respect women.

women are not inferior beings.
they are equal in every way shape and form.
they should be treated with respect.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:41 (eighteen years ago) link

forks clove is not by dan, he should know we never in bed.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:43 (eighteen years ago) link

before he married this woman, he treated her like she was nothing special ..flirting with other women in front of her, and now they have split up..he took his ring off...

she finally faced reality, that Bela will never love her.
He doesn't love anyone.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:47 (eighteen years ago) link

bf treated his woman like she was nothing special, I was there to observe how he treats his lover.

this is why they are no longer together.

He has no respect for women at all.
she made a great decision to leave sexist BF behind her. I hope she found a more loving mate.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 22:53 (eighteen years ago) link

well, I haven't had alot of men in my bed...you have...well that is nice:::

I've had a lot of women in my bed, but you're the realest.
If you ever need me call, I'll be there through it all.
You're the reason I can stand tall.
My girlfriend.

-- Forksclovetofu (forksclovetof...), August 20th,

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:00 (eighteen years ago) link

how are you waiting by the phone if I don't have your phone number now?? brian?

marissa -marchant-, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:02 (eighteen years ago) link

what kind of bar did you learn this line from?

We're closer than the hands of time, deeper than the drop of mankind.
???????

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:04 (eighteen years ago) link

Nico has a really sexy voice and the language is ultra sexy.
I love the france language.
and his mind is more on a higher plane. He makes love to the guitar..
it really turns me on...and then to hear his sexy voice tell me that I am a very beautiful woman, was such a thrill.
and to hear his voice, not email..to hear him say that I have talent and that I am very talented, really was nice..especially since he has such a sexy, luscious and sensuous voice.

Men who love guitar, turn me on..and men who have luscious voices. I am into voices...
when I hear a man with a sexy voice ...speaking in a sexy language and playing a sexy instrument, I become turned on.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:07 (eighteen years ago) link

I love the french language.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:08 (eighteen years ago) link

we have no culture.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:14 (eighteen years ago) link

I wrote Crispin Glover a letter of encouragement. I don't that much about him, but he is very independent minded and has counter-cultural pursuits. I can't find my stamps right now.

It was very far from romantic, this letter was to encourage him and I am interested in looking into his books and film.

I am curious.

I have not heard of many people who speak like him.

He has progressive ideas.

marissa -marchant, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:19 (eighteen years ago) link

We're closer than the hands of time, deeper than the drop of mankind.

he's just grunting

marissa fan, Saturday, 20 August 2005 23:24 (eighteen years ago) link

You really must see Crispin's movie where retarded people crush snails, jack each other off, and listening to olde tyme racist country music (the anti-"nigger" kind), while Cris pouts and shouts at them. Follow him there, if you dare.

OR:

http://www.themegalithiceuropean.com/images/julian.jpg

Dimebag Darcy (Ian Christe), Sunday, 21 August 2005 00:20 (eighteen years ago) link

Is that what he about ?? really? I don't believe you. well, but it possible..If that is true, Crispin is not someone that I should support. My letter was asking him what he was doing. Not really total encouragement since I know little about him.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 21 August 2005 00:44 (eighteen years ago) link

Wishing each and every one of you an affordable Saturday night on the town! May you each tell three other people of Marissa's sublime melodies, so that we can spread these birdsongs to all the nations of the world! Drink it down, young men!

Confounded (Confounded), Sunday, 21 August 2005 00:45 (eighteen years ago) link

It is so sad that these musicians like Bela and Edgar don't really love music or care about it.

they are only into americana music because they think it sells...does it? and they are in a club of people who mix Appalachia with jazz and classical music..
These are ignorant people who don't understand that American music is a corrupt verison of many European artforms. Ireland is not one of our more developed countries.
The country is primitive compared to other countries in Eupopean countries.
Our language and accent are also corrupt versions of English.
English can be a nice language. It is not on the level of French.
the French have such a nice culture compared to this sea of barbarian propaganda. The people don't want to extend themselves beyond the realm of Americana commericalism.
they try to defend all the Appalachia like it has derived from the Kings English.
It is a corrupt form of folk art.
It is a form of music that is not on the level of Breton music. Irish music is not on the level Breton, because the French culture is more evolved culture.
blues is nice...and jazz is nice and came from this country...
but blues and jazz by itself don't turn me on.
Jazz lacks discipline that classical music has.
I want to become more disciplined.
It is nice to do improv..but real discipline is in a more classic form of music.
I intend to become more discipline..but I still want to record songs that I wrote that are blues...30th blues...the Appalachian culture of music is something I would like to avoid. You know why, the folk music of other countries is so much more evolved. Flamenco is not folk.
but in the spanish culture..there music makes us look pale.
That is why I am writing latin music, not commerical latin music and in spanish.
The Americans are in denial about what our culture is.
It is not a culture.
We have no culture.

We have nothing. Appalachia ...is not a culture that I want to inherit.
Bel Canto singing is in the culture of Italy.
They are also a much more evolved country with a rich history and culture.
I listened to some renaissance music mixed with classical music from Italy, it was haunting. I don't think bela and edgar know much about music. they are not open minded. The only think he does now is play music in a perfunctory manner and then wait for his checks.
He has no love for music.
this is all falsehood.
I have been around people who have a real passion for music and exploring music ...

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 21 August 2005 00:58 (eighteen years ago) link

marissa, you should finish your packing, first

kingfish fucked up his login (kingfish 2.0), Sunday, 21 August 2005 00:59 (eighteen years ago) link

I have been packing all day..and then slept for three hours...
It is so boring to pack and clean like this. Moving is a drain.

marissa -marchant, Sunday, 21 August 2005 01:03 (eighteen years ago) link


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