(the best part is how much Ben Ratliff reads into being drunk)
September 20, 20069 Lives and Counting: Cat Power Sobers UpBy WINTER MILLER
Another day, another fifth of Scotch.
And that wasn’t all. Chan Marshall said her mornings began with a minibar’s worth of Jack Daniel’s, Glenlivet and Crown Royal. Mini bottles depleted, this indie singer-songwriter, known as Cat Power, would nurse a bottle of Scotch over the course of the day. On nights she performed, she took the antianxiety drug Xanax.
By the time she would weave onstage, beer in one hand, cigarette in the other, Ms. Marshall, 34, was wasted. And it showed. It would seem that every fan has a Cat Power concert story: the time she mooned the audience, cursed out techies, talked to a squirrel (outdoors), played three chords and changed her mind (song after song) or played fragments of a few songs and then told everyone to get out, even encouraging fans to sue her.
That was the old Chan Marshall.
The new Chan Marshall is, by most accounts, significantly improved, as critics have widely noted this year. Reviewing one of Cat Power’s performances at Town Hall in June, Jon Pareles of The New York Times wrote, “To see her so comfortable onstage was no small surprise to her longtime fans,” and Time Out New York called the shows “triumphant, in the classic show-biz sense.”
Of the New York audiences, Ms. Marshall said: “I never noticed they really liked me before. Man, these people stuck with me.”
Performing at Irving Plaza last week, she playfully plucked and strutted with a sly grin, as if to say, “I see you seeing me, and I like what we see.” Sure, audiences saw trademark kooky behavior, some awkward fidgeting, but she made it through her set, words and music intact.
Afterward Ms. Marshall (whose first name is pronounced shawn) spoke at length for the first time about her hospitalization and recovery. In jeans and a black tank top, wearing large, round copper earrings, she smoked Parliaments and sipped green tea in her room at the Mercer Hotel in SoHo. She said she was sober and happy. She qualified the term sober: she owned up to having had seven drinks in seven months.
Seven months out of the hospital, and with 47 gigs under her belt in that time, Ms. Marshall said that she took Seroquel to calm her enough to sleep, and the antidepressant Effexor, and that she made a concerted effort to eat healthfully. As a result, she said, she is feeling better.
Her drinking began when she was young, she said. Very young. As Ms. Marshall tells it, her mother gave her beer in a baby bottle and she grew up spending time in bars. As a teenager she drank and got stoned, which led to other drugs. She pinpointed her nonstop touring in 1998 as the catalyst for her descent into life-altering, chronic substance abuse.
By 2003 the downward spiral had accelerated. “Even playing all my shows I was always intoxicated, always kind of not there, which led to the depression,” Ms. Marshall said. “It was more about the uncomfortableness with just being in my own skin, and that’s why the alcohol was always with me.”
With bizarre stage antics and aborted concerts, her erratic reputation was firmly established. Reviewing a show in The Times in 1999, the critic Ben Ratliff described her set as “staggering for its inversion of standard rock performance ethics,” adding, “Gone was the idea of exultation, or of showing what one can do; in its place was outrageously passive-aggressive behavior and nonmusicianship.”
Still, fans flocked, some more than once, to see the singer with the long bangs obscuring her face — and to see a train wreck. Yet despite her condition, and with the help of veteran Memphis soul musicians backing her up, she managed in three days in August 2005 to record her now critically lauded seventh album, “The Greatest.”
About two weeks before its release in January, Ms. Marshall said, she lost her mind: “I was looking at death. I wanted to die.” Holed up in her Miami apartment for seven days, she turned off the phone, played Miles Davis on repeat, stopped eating and sleeping. She drank to oblivion and prayed to die.
Susanna Vapnek, a painter, came over to check on her friend. Ms. Marshall was acting bizarrely, obsessively chasing “bad spirits” around her apartment with a lighter and sage. Ms. Vapnek bathed her and stayed by her side. Eight hours later she took Ms. Marshall to Mount Sinai Medical Center in Miami, where she was admitted.
Confined for psychiatric treatment, Ms. Marshall recalled refusing to bathe, hiding from her reflection and wanting to be drunk. “I asked God, I said, I’m tired, I can’t do this,” she said. “I was asking him to just take me.” She was terrified by the other patients who screamed at night and were comatose during the day.
After seven days in the hospital she was allowed to leave. “It was like I was in glue,” she said of the heavy doses of lithium given her.
Even though “The Greatest” was getting good reviews, a tour in support of the record had to be postponed because of her problems. Her label, Matador, estimated that it lost more than $100,000 on marketing and promotion, paying her supporting band (including a onetime member of Al Green’s band) and canceled shows.
Once the tour got under way in April, Matador bought insurance to be on the safe side. But now that the tour is a success, and the album has sold more than 100,000 copies, Matador is rereleasing the record, with new album cover art and a new promotional push.
The onstage anxiety is still there, Ms. Marshall admitted. But she said her self-hatred had abated, and in its place stood a woman ready to engage her fans.
On the heels of 11 shows in September, she plans to take October off to relax and then resume touring in Europe in November. Her next album, “Sun,” is already written, and she talks of a second covers album; top of the list are James Brown and Billie Holiday songs.
Like Will Oldham, another indie-folk rocker who is currently starring in the film “Old Joy,” Ms. Marshall is considering a foray into acting. She said that the cult director Wong Kar-wai invited her to play Jude Law’s ex-lover in the movie he is now shooting. Mr. Wong, she said, told her he was in the habit of playing “The Greatest” for his actors before each scene.
Ms. Marshall spoke of auditioning to join the cast of “Saturday Night Live” next summer. Then again, maybe her future involves domesticity. She said she was ready for a relationship and wanted to have children.
“My favorite things in the world are cookin’, kids and animals and falling in love,” Ms. Marshall said, “but you don’t get to do that all the time.”
― shookout (shookout), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 21:08 (nineteen years ago)
wow
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 21:12 (nineteen years ago)
― Marmot (marmotwolof), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 21:28 (nineteen years ago)
I could see this saving somebody's life.
Very cool article, thanks for posting.
― sleeve version 2.0 (sleeve testing), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 22:14 (nineteen years ago)
http://video.on.nytimes.com/ifr_main.jsp?nsid=b-46d49b36:10dcd7e52ce:-5c1c&st=1158794434173&mp=FLV&cpf=false&fr=092006_070717_w46d49b36x10dcd470f9fx763f&rdm=558915.3918079524
― shookout (shookout), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 22:21 (nineteen years ago)
― don weiner (don weiner), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 22:52 (nineteen years ago)
― Colonel Poo (Colonel Poo), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:03 (nineteen years ago)
― spastic heritage (spastic heritage), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:05 (nineteen years ago)
― latebloomer scrabbly dabbly doo (skawreeng) (latebloomer), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:09 (nineteen years ago)
― Brooker Buckingham (Brooker B), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:09 (nineteen years ago)
― don weiner (don weiner), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:10 (nineteen years ago)
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:12 (nineteen years ago)
― latebloomer, lead singer of Babies Love Beer (latebloomer), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:12 (nineteen years ago)
― grady (grady), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:14 (nineteen years ago)
― pdf (Phil Freeman), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:18 (nineteen years ago)
― sleeve version 2.0 (sleeve testing), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:23 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:24 (nineteen years ago)
― milo z (mlp), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:31 (nineteen years ago)
― Mark (MarkR), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:42 (nineteen years ago)
― Will (will), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:44 (nineteen years ago)
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:48 (nineteen years ago)
Chan. Chan. Chan. Chan. Seriously.
― Eppy (Eppy), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:49 (nineteen years ago)
This is very important to parse!!!
Anyway, a friend who saw her play in Chicago last week said she was a total mess. Anyone else there?
― Josh in Chicago (Josh in Chicago), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:53 (nineteen years ago)
― Marmot (marmotwolof), Wednesday, 20 September 2006 23:55 (nineteen years ago)
she looks great in that video. serious cheekbones!
― dan (dan), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:00 (nineteen years ago)
you don't ever STOP being an alcoholic, you just stop drinking. just being sober by itself doesn't cure the disease.
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:06 (nineteen years ago)
this must be true, and, is depressing to think.i like cat power, and i wish the best for chan.everyone stop making fun.
― blood bitch (blood bitch), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:11 (nineteen years ago)
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:12 (nineteen years ago)
― jed_ (jed), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:31 (nineteen years ago)
― milo z (mlp), Thursday, 21 September 2006 00:35 (nineteen years ago)
http://www.richardavedon.com/images/editorial2004/newyorker/catpower_full.jpg
― don weiner (don weiner), Thursday, 21 September 2006 01:04 (nineteen years ago)
― cws (cws), Thursday, 21 September 2006 01:05 (nineteen years ago)
― timmy tannin (pompous), Thursday, 21 September 2006 01:09 (nineteen years ago)
― Alex in Baltimore (Alex in Baltimore), Thursday, 21 September 2006 01:17 (nineteen years ago)
But she's pretty hot, so it's her own damn fault.
― don weiner (don weiner), Thursday, 21 September 2006 01:22 (nineteen years ago)
― Squirrel_Police (Squirrel_Police), Thursday, 21 September 2006 03:14 (nineteen years ago)
― Squirrel_Police (Squirrel_Police), Thursday, 21 September 2006 03:15 (nineteen years ago)
― Johnny Fever (johnny fever), Thursday, 21 September 2006 03:16 (nineteen years ago)
― estela (estela), Thursday, 21 September 2006 03:23 (nineteen years ago)
― Shlomo Shemesh (Shlomo Shemesh), Thursday, 21 September 2006 03:27 (nineteen years ago)
― dar1a g (daria g), Thursday, 21 September 2006 04:00 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Thursday, 21 September 2006 04:07 (nineteen years ago)
― hstencil (hstencil), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:15 (nineteen years ago)
hahaha this is the most otm thing i've ever read about indie rock dudes.
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:26 (nineteen years ago)
― hstencil (hstencil), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:28 (nineteen years ago)
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:33 (nineteen years ago)
― hstencil (hstencil), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:38 (nineteen years ago)
― any cop (Jody Beth Rosen), Thursday, 21 September 2006 05:39 (nineteen years ago)
― mark grout (mark grout), Thursday, 21 September 2006 10:26 (nineteen years ago)
― Marmot (marmotwolof), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:14 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:22 (nineteen years ago)
x-postssssss
― scott seward (scott seward), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:26 (nineteen years ago)
xpost
― kephm (kephm), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:27 (nineteen years ago)
wow, was i the only who didn't know that?
― pinder (pinder), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:29 (nineteen years ago)
Chi (pronounced "shy") Coltrane
so perfect.
― scott seward (scott seward), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:31 (nineteen years ago)
― scott seward (scott seward), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:36 (nineteen years ago)
― alex in mainhattan (alex63), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:46 (nineteen years ago)
― alex in mainhattan (alex63), Thursday, 21 September 2006 20:58 (nineteen years ago)
― Marmot (marmotwolof), Thursday, 21 September 2006 21:09 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Thursday, 21 September 2006 21:22 (nineteen years ago)
She had one of those constantly-collapsing solo-shows for which she now appears to be most famous, which I found completely, heartstoppingly glorious (I was in a minority - "painful" and "embarrassing" were my friends' comments). Afterwards she gave me a copy of What Would The Community Think? and apologised profusely for her performance - "I'm not really a musician. I don't know why I even try." (I didn't much like the record, to be honest.) But Chan was charming.
It surprises me that she's this...cause celebre, this big thing, maybe even something of a mainstream star within the next couple of years, if that article is anything to go by. That night I thought I'd seen something awkwardly wonderful that only connected with about four other people in the room and Chan, so utterly unsuited to live performance and so easily discouraged, would likely disappear without trace.
― Michael Jones (MichaelJ), Thursday, 21 September 2006 21:24 (nineteen years ago)
-- alex in mainhattan (alex6...), September 21st, 2006 5:46 PM. (alex63) (later)
you couldn't be more cynical, and more wrong, esp. regarding the record company's intentions. and chan doesn't have a manager. not to mention the "huge, expensive" shows she's been playing (which are "huge, expensive" because she has a "huge, expensive" band - what you think teenie hodges shouldn't get paid?) have been fantastic, definitely the best shows i've ever seen her play, going back to when i first saw her in 1995 or whatever.
― hstencil (hstencil), Thursday, 21 September 2006 21:29 (nineteen years ago)
― Marmot (marmotwolof), Thursday, 21 September 2006 21:31 (nineteen years ago)
― kyle (akmonday), Thursday, 21 September 2006 23:37 (nineteen years ago)
"On her upright piano soon after, she would stop in mid-song, throw her arms up to rest at the top of the piano, hang her head down and, after a second of silence, shout "I can't stop thinking about the sound." The audience was silent, until someone broke it with a "you sound great from here!" And it went on, again and again, with Chan seeming to self-destruct on stage, songs getting slower, more repetitive, and more sullen. The audience started thinning, with some people able to sit cross-legged on the Persian rugs again.
I don't know how Chan ended her show. I didn't want to stay for it. Feeling a bit played and exhausted from her performance, I went to the back of the venue and watched for a moment before leaving. The crowd was at about a third of what it was, with those still there standing respectfully watching this lone girl on the piano with no spotlight, who sang and played so beautifully yet complained about how badly she sounded.
― don weiner (don weiner), Thursday, 21 September 2006 23:51 (nineteen years ago)
― Roque Strew (RoqueStrew), Friday, 22 September 2006 01:13 (nineteen years ago)
― mookieproof (mookieproof), Friday, 22 September 2006 03:38 (nineteen years ago)
― nicky lo-fi (nicky lo-fi), Friday, 22 September 2006 03:59 (nineteen years ago)
― kyle (akmonday), Friday, 22 September 2006 04:31 (nineteen years ago)
Scott, get a tape to her! I could hear that working.
My aunt had that album. I never knew it was pronounced "shy."
― Rickey Wright (Rrrickey), Friday, 22 September 2006 07:52 (nineteen years ago)
Give or take complaints, couldn't this be Neil Young at a certain point in his career? And I'm not even a Cat Power fan. Also, does this line ever so slightly contradict the rest of what dude says? Finally, bad monitors can really confound performers. Who hasn't seen a brilliant show that the artist thought was shit because things were going wrong with either stage sound or general equipment problems?
― Rickey Wright (Rrrickey), Friday, 22 September 2006 07:59 (nineteen years ago)
Maybe he's just inimating that ther problems aren't necessarily always tied to her chemical abuses. Hell, by all accounts she's a really shy person anyway.
a couple of people I talked to yesterday said her show in Atlanta this week was awesome.
― don weiner (don weiner), Friday, 22 September 2006 09:48 (nineteen years ago)
You can call it anything you want, but the reality is that in the past alcohol was given to babies to placate them. I don't agree with her linking this to her alcoholism though.
I find this whole freakshow - oh look, at how crazy she is - just so utterly sad, because she's actually a lot of fun to hang out with. I think a lot of it is/was also myth. Sure she didn't really act like a great performer - running off stage and so on - but people just sort of *tacked on* all these things that never happened. I hope she remains sober and that she's happy.
― Nathalie (stevie nixed), Friday, 22 September 2006 11:08 (nineteen years ago)
― don weiner (don weiner), Friday, 22 September 2006 12:57 (nineteen years ago)
it is quite challenging, but there are plenty of people here at the label, and her booking agent, and various people who help, and hopefully we get it all done. she doesn't have a formal manager, per se, tho.
― hstencil (hstencil), Friday, 22 September 2006 13:34 (nineteen years ago)
I know, remember how Guided By Voices went nowhere?
― PeopleFunnyBoy (PeopleFunnyBoy), Friday, 22 September 2006 13:34 (nineteen years ago)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Friday, 22 September 2006 13:36 (nineteen years ago)
― don weiner (don weiner), Friday, 22 September 2006 13:41 (nineteen years ago)
― Jimmy Mod's Champion Erotic Fantasy Team 2006 (The Famous Jimmy Mod), Friday, 22 September 2006 13:50 (nineteen years ago)
bob pollard drinks all the time but I don't know that he's an alcoholic, there's a difference.
― kyle (akmonday), Friday, 22 September 2006 15:42 (nineteen years ago)
-- PeopleFunnyBoy (asanisimasa200...), September 22nd, 2006. (PeopleFunnyBoy)
fuck, when I went to Shane McGowen in concert I felt kinda dirty cuz I essentially felt like I was part of 1100 people who paid $15 to cheer a man on as he drinks himself to death. It was gross. Shane actually played pretty well...whatever part of his brain that remembers lyrics and how the songs go somehow has avoided damage....same with Pollard, how the fuck does he remember all those obscure songs?
― M@tt He1geson: Real Name, No Gimmicks (Matt Helgeson), Friday, 22 September 2006 15:49 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Friday, 22 September 2006 16:22 (nineteen years ago)
That's true. My doctor prescribed it for insomnia, because stuff like Ambien wasn't strong enough and I was still waking up in the middle of the night. I have no idea why it's classified as an "anti-psychotic" - it had no effect on my brain functioning or waking life whatsoever, it just knocked me out so that little noises wouldn't wake me.
― Slumming it on ilx (section241), Friday, 22 September 2006 17:21 (nineteen years ago)
I saw her a year or so ago at Arthurfest and she did stop a couple of songs and was frustrated about noise bleeding through from another stage (quite justifiably) but no breakdown. She had a cup of beer at each end of her piano but didn't seem drunk to me. There was one guy talking just loud enough to disturb her without seeming like that was his intent, but I suspect he did want to be present at a "Chan Marshall breakdown" and was doing it on purpose. He got Shushhhed a few times by her fans.
― nickn (nickn), Friday, 22 September 2006 17:50 (nineteen years ago)
-- don weiner (dandydonweine...), Today 10:41 AM. (don weiner) (later)
sorry? you're the one assuming something not even in the article
― s1ocki (slutsky), Friday, 22 September 2006 19:14 (nineteen years ago)
I know, remember how they are males? Give me an example of a drunk female musician that was extremely popular (partially due to her drinking and not in a haha-look-at-her! kinda way).
― Nathalie (stevie nixed), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:50 (nineteen years ago)
― M@tt He1geson: Real Name, No Gimmicks (Matt Helgeson), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:54 (nineteen years ago)
― Squirrel_Police (Squirrel_Police), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:55 (nineteen years ago)
― Dr. Alicia D. Titsovich (sexyDancer), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:57 (nineteen years ago)
― M@tt He1geson: Real Name, No Gimmicks (Matt Helgeson), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:57 (nineteen years ago)
― def zep (calstars), Friday, 22 September 2006 20:59 (nineteen years ago)
Weren't the Replacements drunk a lot?
― Slumming it on ilx (section241), Friday, 22 September 2006 22:17 (nineteen years ago)
I was about to drag Courtney Love on stage, but I guess that's partly haha-look-at-her!
― nickn (nickn), Friday, 22 September 2006 22:33 (nineteen years ago)
― mr. brojangles (sanskrit), Friday, 22 September 2006 23:57 (nineteen years ago)
Rock singer Cat Power has been tapped as the new face of Chanel's jewelry collections. "This, this and this, is Chanel," she said, pointing to her chunky gold necklace, ring and matching bracelet at a raucous party Friday night at the VIP Room for Karl Lagerfeld's new mix CD. The songstress related how Lagerfeld "discovered" her in front of New York's Mercer hotel. "I was outside waiting, sitting on a pile of Louis Vuitton luggage, drinking water, with an apple and a cigarette in my hand, my cell phone, oh, and two guitars, and out comes Karl," she said. "He walks up, looks at me and says, ‘Only a woman can look glamorous when smoking.' And I lowered my glasses and pointed to [the shadows under my] eyes and said, ‘With these?'" Clearly, Lagerfeld appreciated her sense of candor.
― bijoux (bijoux), Wednesday, 11 October 2006 17:13 (nineteen years ago)
― firstworldman (firstworldman), Wednesday, 11 October 2006 17:31 (nineteen years ago)
― firstworldman (firstworldman), Wednesday, 11 October 2006 17:32 (nineteen years ago)
― firstworldman (firstworldman), Wednesday, 11 October 2006 17:33 (nineteen years ago)
― Rick Massimo (Rick Massimo), Wednesday, 11 October 2006 17:36 (nineteen years ago)