I hate myself!

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This is a cry for help!

Sorry.

― David Allen, Tuesday, 22 October 2002 18:03 (twenty-three years ago)

The only people who don't are the ones that deserve to! Or something.

― alex (alex), Tuesday, 22 October 2002 18:26 (twenty-three years ago)

why apologise?
self-love is new-age propaganda designed to make us all feel inadequate because we cant ever achieve it.
fuck that.
i hate myself at least 20 times a day, forget about it inbetween and keep breathing etc.

― donna (donna), Tuesday, 22 October 2002 18:45 (twenty-three years ago)

*HuGgLeZ*

― di smith (lucylurex), Tuesday, 22 October 2002 21:37 (twenty-three years ago)

Donna, you're a good human being.

― David Allen, Wednesday, 23 October 2002 18:27 (twenty-three years ago)

Have you ever thought of why you hate yourself? Is it other people who bother you, make you feel inadequate or something? Do you just not like the person you have become and if you don't ask yourself why. Then you know what you want to change or can change about yourself. Don't think anyone is better than you. Sometimes it is more other people's problems than your own. Maybe they think they're better or put you down. Don't worry about what anyone else thinks. Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter.

― Shaz, Tuesday, 29 October 2002 11:53 (twenty-three years ago)

i am frustrated with myself becuase i don't hate myself! how am i ever going to be a good person if i don't hate myself?

― Maria (Maria), Thursday, 31 October 2002 01:34 (twenty-three years ago)

ive whittled myself away into just a shard of a human being! here i sit alone at a computer at my parents house where i have lived my whole life! i have no peers merely aquaintances from past experience! there is absolutely no one of interest at all and also i am a horrible person! i have a mulitude of facades to wear in public life in order to appear like a stable, ordinary person! deep inside i am so riddled with self hate and whatnot that i could be considered a danger to the community! i also have no money!

HOWS THAT FOR A CRY FOR HELP HEH LOL>!>

― toddle (m0f73), Saturday, 2 November 2002 10:08 (twenty-three years ago)

I will be right over with my submarine because i reckon you rule. and i love your rack.

― Fergus Noodle (Fergus Noodle), Sunday, 3 November 2002 08:40 (twenty-three years ago)

two weeks pass...

thing is, some people who dont hate themselves have every reason to. they're bitchy and nasty and have loadsa self-confidence when they shouldnt cos they're actually fat and ugly. and then there r good-looking people who h8 themselves which is a shame cos they have no reason to! and i think ne1 who says they have never h8d themselves is a) lying
b) too scared to admit how much they hate themselves.

― cathii (cathii), Sunday, 17 November 2002 18:58 (twenty-three years ago)

i luv myself & i want to live

― doorag, Monday, 18 November 2002 01:36 (twenty-three years ago)

i think that everyone probably has some bit of self hate, some more then others, but its the ones that hate themselves so much that they want to die that you have to be concerned about. when you hate yourself so much that you dont want to be alive, you can't possibly believe anyone if they were to say something positive about you. self hate turns to self hurt and abuse and into suicidal thinking. so what do you do when you're a psychotic, broken hearted, drug addicted, pathetic 18 year old girl with no desire to live? what do you do or say to someone who every moment of the day is thinking "i want to die" but can't because it would break her mothers heart. that being her only reason for not just killing herself... anyone know?

― hot-pink-suicide, Thursday, 21 November 2002 05:43 (twenty-three years ago)

Long conversations with your friends are probably the best solution to every problem. You should tell people that you know that you're feeling this way, straight away. If you don't dare to tell people you know, ring the local hospital and ask to speak to the mental health emergency team. They speak to crazy people all the time, I'm sure you'll be like a day off.

This is what you learn in therapy, but I don't know if it will help you: write down the exact thought you're having ie If Tom doesn't like me I'm a nobody. Then write down the main three points of evidence for this thought and the main three points against it. Then write down a conversation that goes like this: you imagine your worst enemy saying that thought, and you agree with everything they say. 'Tom doesn't like you, you're a nobody.' 'Yeah, he doesn't like me. I guess I'm not very well known.' 'So that must make you pretty miserable, loser.' 'Sometimes I do feel sad about it.' 'People like you are wasting their lives.' 'I guess my life could be fuller.' 'Well what are you going to do about it - nothing?' 'Maybe not much, I can't really be bothered. I guess I don't care what people think that much.' When you've done that, write a substitute thought for the thought you started off with. 'Tom may or may not like me, but that's not important to my happiness.' I don't know whether this really works or not. You're thinking 'I might as well be dead.' What's the evidence for this? You might say - I'm not rich, I'm not famous, I'm not unusually intelligent. Or whatever. What's the evidence against it? I like a lot of things, things might change, other people worse off than me seem to really enjoy life. You can probably think of better, I'm not exactly Dale Carnegie. Then your conversation might conclude: Sure, I'm not as rich as Bill Gates or as beautiful as Jennifer Lopez. Sometimes I'm quite nasty, and I couldn't be bothered to get out of bed this morning. I guess there are actually only about 100 people in the world who deserve to live by my standards, though I believe some of them have failed the criteria during certain periods. Maybe we should just annihilate everyone.

Is that what you really think? There's plenty of room for everyone weird and weak and cruel and mean and strong and old and young. That's my opinion, anyway. In fact, I'd like a few more million freaks and a few less Gwyneth Paltrows (though I believe she's a bit of a neurotic 'control freak', so maybe she's okay.) I don't believe in the theory that only the fittest deserve to survive. I think that's a major misunderstanding of human history and of the human spirit. It's a major misunderstanding of my spirit, anyway. So welcome to MY world.

― bla, Thursday, 21 November 2002 07:14 (twenty-three years ago)

two weeks pass...

ooooooooooh! you hate yourself! thats sooooooo cute!

― Ashley, Monday, 9 December 2002 02:08 (twenty-three years ago)

seven years pass...

ashley what the fuck is wrong with you

― ere, Friday, 19 February 2010 08:21 (sixteen years ago)

four months pass...

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― ¯\⎝⏠___⏠⎠/¯ (gr8080), Wednesday, 14 July 2010 07:47 (fifteen years ago)

ooooooooooh! you hate yourself! thats sooooooo cute!

― PappaWheelie V, Wednesday, 14 July 2010 15:34 (fifteen years ago)

hot-pink-suicide

― buzza, Wednesday, 14 July 2010 16:26 (fifteen years ago)

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