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i had a dream the other night that me and my boyfriend had an arguement and i stormed off to walk home but i had walked home to my old house which i recently just moved. i realised i didnt live there and sat on the steps next to the house, i was dark and gloomy and on the mountain opposite my old house there is a quary. it expolded and houses were blowing because of it. my cousin drove past to pick me up but as we drove past the explosion i lost her. i walked into a house and every1 had white radiation suits on and gasd mask this girl gave me one to wear as the dream went on i found out she was a cousin i had never met what does this mean???