"I know this is a very depressing issue but it is of great concern to me at present. I'm at that stage where I feel that I just can't take it anymore. My confidence has dropped to below zero, my desire to do what I once loved to do for fun has faded from memory, I'm stuck in a dead-end job with crap pay and I'm a 24 year old virgin who has never even got a blow-job. The list just goes on. And it's all down to one thing and I'm sure you all know what it is. At at my absolute wit's end. I just can't see a light at the end of this dark tunnel. Taking my own life is often on my mind and I'm starting to get really scared that I may actually do it one day. I mean, since my problems are caused by hairloss, they can only get worse, can't they? I've been on minox for 2 years now yet my hairline has continued it's way into oblivion. I'm too afraid to try Proscar as my sex drive is incredably low as it is and my erections have only been at the 70% mark for the last 3 years (hence: my fear of losing my virginity). I don't know. I just don't know. Has anyone here ever been on the same boat as me? Has suicide ever crossed any of your minds? Anyway, thanks for reading. I just needed to get that off my chest."
JESUS.
― brock (brock), Sunday, 29 August 2004 01:24 (nineteen years ago) link