Christine, how do you define "short term"?
― Johnny Fever, Friday, 25 February 2011 16:58 (thirteen years ago) link
The Ronnie Express.
― OLD MAN YELLS AT SHOUT RAP (chrisv2010), Friday, 25 February 2011 17:00 (thirteen years ago) link
xp This one lasted two days and was gone.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Friday, 25 February 2011 17:30 (thirteen years ago) link
most weeks I don't really miss it.
― kind of shrill and very self-righteous (Dr Morbius), Saturday, 26 February 2011 04:03 (thirteen years ago) link
Lucky you! I miss my period one week and I start worrying I'm pregnant for sure.
― wizards of wonder are the keepers of knowledge (Abbbottt), Saturday, 26 February 2011 04:06 (thirteen years ago) link
i am basically constantly terrified that i'm pregnant
― HOOStory is back. Fasten your steenbelts. (BIG HOOS aka the steendriver), Saturday, 26 February 2011 04:30 (thirteen years ago) link
i have twice dreamt that i was pregnant. it felt (in my dream) like i had to take a shit. (though i did not actually have to shit, fyi.)
curiously, in my dream i was surprised but not upset about the situation
― mookieproof, Saturday, 26 February 2011 04:33 (thirteen years ago) link
i think i had a pregnancy dream once tbh. i didn't know how to take it.
― banjee trillness (The Reverend), Saturday, 26 February 2011 07:14 (thirteen years ago) link
xp I meant the STN, not my period--that usually lasts 3-4 days (sometimes 1 or 2). And my husband had a vasectomy 15 years before I met him, so I don't have to worry about that.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Sunday, 27 February 2011 01:15 (thirteen years ago) link
The pregnancy dream that I talked about on the 77 What's Happening thread is the only one I've had that I can remember.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Sunday, 27 February 2011 01:17 (thirteen years ago) link
My sex drive has been almost zero lately. Like, I haven't even gone looking for pr0n to kill time. I think I've only rubbed one out about twice in the last month. I've heard that's a sign of depression, but I don't think that's what this is. My day to day life is typically upbeat and I'm not dwelling on any weighty problems, but sex just seems to be something my mind/body isn't gravitating toward recently.
Guess I'm not fishing for solutions, just reassurance that I'm not broken.
― Johnny Fever, Sunday, 27 February 2011 20:25 (thirteen years ago) link
Eh, thats basically how I operate 80% of the time (even in a relationship, which has been an issue).
I'd gladly swap with you - my current state is not usual for me and is turning me into a complete idiot. Who needs this shit.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Sunday, 27 February 2011 21:21 (thirteen years ago) link
xp Depression doesn't just manifest itself as being sad; it can also manifest itself as constant irritation and/or unexplained vague physical ailments. Do you have any of those?
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Monday, 28 February 2011 01:21 (thirteen years ago) link
Depression can manifest as just being alive!
― wizards of wonder are the keepers of knowledge (Abbbottt), Monday, 28 February 2011 01:41 (thirteen years ago) link
t-bomb
― mookieproof, Monday, 28 February 2011 01:46 (thirteen years ago) link
I think you're alright. I like to think my libido alternates between "healthy", as they say, to nonexistent, both for significant periods of time - I'm reasonably certain that this is differentiated from out-and-out depression, which I think I've dallied with once or twice in the past.
― The Future Of The Internet Is Interns (R Baez), Monday, 28 February 2011 01:46 (thirteen years ago) link
it can also manifest itself as constant irritation and/or unexplained vague physical ailments
Other than just being irritated at the whole world in a general sense, no...neither of these apply.
― Johnny Fever, Monday, 28 February 2011 04:12 (thirteen years ago) link
I'm glad to hear that.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Tuesday, 1 March 2011 01:05 (thirteen years ago) link
being in a body is so weird, like you have to put other stuff into it to stay alive and then go unconscious for several hours each time the planet goes around and then sometimes you need to mix with other people and there is this whole body of mythology and epic poetry and hbo series built around it
that said i think it is unhealthy to go for a long period of time w/o having sex; it's not conducive to mental health etc. we naturally feed off of the earth, everything we take in as food comes from the earth, but by way of the sun and the moon
but anyway sexual repression is bad imo
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:33 (thirteen years ago) link
like lunar energy figures big in mushrooms
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:35 (thirteen years ago) link
in madagascar they eat foreskins. not a tea brewed from them, like, they just eat them. raw. i think?
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:37 (thirteen years ago) link
Like calamari?
― Euler, Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:37 (thirteen years ago) link
not sure, i saw it on anthony bourdain or andrew zimmer or one of those programs
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:38 (thirteen years ago) link
hold on i will YOUTUBE it for you
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:39 (thirteen years ago) link
getting hungry just thinking about it
― Euler, Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:39 (thirteen years ago) link
why not snack on this, brah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwBao-Tb_BA
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:40 (thirteen years ago) link
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― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:45 (thirteen years ago) link
did essra mohawk really inspire joni mitchell to write 'woodstock'?
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:46 (thirteen years ago) link
youtube comments are so telling. like, pure democracy would never work and would be the most horrible thing ever. the same ppl that feel compelled to post comments on websites would show up to town meetings and we'd be living in a country where glenn beck gets airtime or something. total balls.
we should model our government after the band republica
― dell (del), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 15:54 (thirteen years ago) link
xp It's not 'being in a body'. You are your body, whether you like it or not.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Tuesday, 1 March 2011 19:10 (thirteen years ago) link
xpost Ray Lyman appreciation thread
― gr8080, Tuesday, 1 March 2011 19:16 (thirteen years ago) link
― dell (del), Tuesday, March 1, 2011 7:33 AM Bookmark
If I didn't have sexual repression, I'd have no idea what to do. Spend my time not not having sex?
― banjee trillness (The Reverend), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 20:37 (thirteen years ago) link
I feel trapped in my body but thats a whole nother philosophical debate.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Tuesday, 1 March 2011 20:44 (thirteen years ago) link
Are you thinking more FTM or "I want to turn into a giant gossamer amoeba?"
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 01:57 (thirteen years ago) link
Uh... neither?
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:07 (thirteen years ago) link
Just sometimes it's a bother to have a body and not just be one's mind, I dunno. Unless thats what you meant by the latter... thing.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:08 (thirteen years ago) link
my mind is way more of a bother than my body
― fat either way, of course (electricsound), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:09 (thirteen years ago) link
xp Yes.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:18 (thirteen years ago) link
christine you need to wake up and realize that we are not our bodies
our bodies are just vessels for this world
the sooner you realize this, the sooner you will discover true happiness
― gr8080, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:45 (thirteen years ago) link
Sorry, I'm happiest as a materialist.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 02:47 (thirteen years ago) link
I'm just a series of synapses and chemical processes that will one day expire, just like every other living thing on the planet/in the universe. I realize some people don't like to think this way, to acknowledge how small and meaningless they are, but it actually gives me a lot of comfort.
― Johnny Fever, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 05:00 (thirteen years ago) link
It doesnt me! It freaks me the fuck out! I dont want to not exist!
This always really bothers me.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 05:02 (thirteen years ago) link
I don't personally care whether I exist or not, because if I didn't, then I wouldn't exist and would have no opinions.
― mh, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 05:05 (thirteen years ago) link
existence is overrated imo
― WmC, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 05:07 (thirteen years ago) link
I know logically thats how it works, but I always feel like, WAIT I'M NOT DONE DOIN THINGS YET. And then I freak out. Usually if I'm stoned. but anyway.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 05:08 (thirteen years ago) link
trayce
embrace your eternal spirit
namaste
― gr8080, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 06:22 (thirteen years ago) link
It is my goal to, gr80san.
― gnarly gnarlingtons in my life (Trayce), Wednesday, 2 March 2011 10:27 (thirteen years ago) link
It is only when you stop caring about everything that you can really care about anything.
― mh, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 15:14 (thirteen years ago) link
I don't want to not exist, either, but mostly because I always want to know what's next for me and everyone else in the world. This kept me from killing myself during my lowest points. (That, and knowing that my suicide would always be My Husband's Fault in the eyes of my family and not wanting to put him through that.)
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 16:11 (thirteen years ago) link
My sex drought continues on--pray for rain.
― Christine Green Leafy Dragon Indigo, Wednesday, 2 March 2011 16:12 (thirteen years ago) link