escorting diary

It is a bookmarked thread.

But eventually I'm going to wanna see pics.

as a straight male, pics are unnecessary imo but all this is interesting

same

Thanks guys. It feels good to be able to put it down here. Glad people are enjoying it.

i wouldn't ask any of these men if i could take their picture and post it on the internet. if you want to see pictures of me, you can find me on facebook.

i'm doing this through rent.men. you can take a look in slc and find me if you want.

if you want to see pictures of me, you can find me on facebook

I don't believe I can.

"i was deep-throating him and fingering his hole and he yelled out "i can feel your spirit!"

This is amazing.

xp nbd, pictures don't do me justice anyway. 🤴

xp i know, right?!

Great thread just got even better when I learned this is UTAH

10. my first loaded client. he must do something fairly high-income in l.a. because he owns a big house in deer valley which is about as exclusive as utah real estate gets. also pushing 70. seems like a very gets-what-he-wants kind of guy. an alpha personality and a bottom. i felt like i was never supposed to stop paying valuable attention to him. we took a few hits from my weed pen, and he did that thing where you kiss and blow into the other person's mouth, but i'm not sure it's quite the same with a vape. he put on pretty bad porn when we got in his bed and it was distracting. i took a boner pill for this one but still found it hard to stay hard, was just not very attracted to this guy or the sex, which was very "creative kissing," and he wasn't interested in giving up control, which keeps my switch from flipping. i know condoms are always a good idea but goddammit they suck. he wanted to do it again tonight, but i canceled. even though it would be guaranteed cash, i don't want to try and force it for this guy. INSTEAD i'm seeing a very tall, geeky and kind of smelly "professional g3ne0l0g1st" who works for 4nc3stry dot com for whom it looks like i've missed an entry.

i feel like ranting about salt lake city and this is as good a place as any. actually, it's more the suburbs south of salt lake. they are like the most hardcore suburbs ever. all of the land use is dictated by the most empty, soulless priorities you can imagine, or maxed out in that direction with NOTHING in the "friendly and livable" column. in order to function here you have to have access to a car. the amount of time you spend in your car traversing these endless mazes of parking lots and connecting gates and entry/exit streams is insane.

also, the conservative culture here is frightening and grim. you get a sense of how mindless the people are who default into it. but most of all it's stomach-churning to think about all these people choosing to live this kind of life, which is akin in my mind to self-administering a small amount of poison every day, and seeing it as "normal" or "virtuous" when it's actually highly unnatural and malicious. it's hard to be here. i'm dealing with it but a big priority for me right now is to get somewhere else. a very outdoorsy western town with some diversity would be nice, if that exists.

I've been curious about #1 ever since I realized I'm very likely on the spectrum, because the prohibitive social and psychosexual difficulties that has entailed has directly contributed to my seeking out escorts. I guess I just wonder how common that is.

i quit doing this ftr. i'm just not emotionally / psychologically built for it.

Are you doing OK, map? That's a hell of a lot to go through.

Are you doing ok, ed.b?

It has to be said map was such a better poster when he was doing this

that’s nice. sorry to say you’ve never been a good poster.

Lol salty