but for the 10th time: if it's easy for me to do it then it must be easy for others to do it. so why am I the one who has to do it?
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 00:56 (five years ago) link
but... why... can't anyone else do this
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Thursday, September 20, 2018 8:52 PM (twenty-three seconds ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
oh believe me, i am
― call all destroyer, Friday, 21 September 2018 00:57 (five years ago) link
hey hey hey wait can we wrangle a few more posters in here to give advice and tough love to Katherine?
hey Katherine, if you don't like this country, you can get outufhere!
hey Katherine, you've expressed a modicum of uncertainty and insecurity - VOMIT
my ass hurts
the cemetery is beautiful at dusk
― bamcquern, Friday, 21 September 2018 00:57 (five years ago) link
― call all destroyer, Thursday, September 20, 2018 8:57 PM (nineteen seconds ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
I'm really sorry if I upset you
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 00:58 (five years ago) link
Ok I'll put the word out to everyone else on earth. Don't say anything that katherine may perceive as hostile. I'll keep you apprised of the results.
― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Friday, 21 September 2018 00:58 (five years ago) link
the only thing i will add to the eminently reasonable points that others are making is that if i knowingly had colleagues on ilx, and even if ilx were somehow related to my area of employ, i would not be anywhere near this place.
― call all destroyer, Friday, 21 September 2018 00:58 (five years ago) link
speaking from experience / part of the problem / yup
― El Tomboto, Friday, 21 September 2018 00:59 (five years ago) link
I mean, this was advertised to me as a place where music writers posted, and I am a music writer
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 00:59 (five years ago) link
Can you give us a few days at least to retool the place to exactly meet your desires?
― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:01 (five years ago) link
xp i am aware and my point stands
― call all destroyer, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:01 (five years ago) link
I mean, the "factual bedrock" seems to be that it was just banter, despite the post patently and clearly not being banter, and that there was absolutely no hostility intended, despite the hostility being obvious and doubled down upon
If I wanted to address you directly in a hostile manner, I would do so without hesitation. I've done it plenty of times, to plenty of other posters. (I appear to have traumatized poor Treeship at some point in the past.)
I took this thread's title to be an accurate reflection of its purpose, and posted here in a deliberate attempt to express my frustration away from the (meta-)discussion that had incited said frustration. You came into this thread, read my post, and decided to announce that it was about you. That was entirely your choice, especially since I was not even posting in the original thread - I was just reading it, so it wasn't like a casual reader could draw a link from my posts in that thread to my post in this one. There was nothing to link.
― grawlix (unperson), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:01 (five years ago) link
One time, I stopped, took a deep breath, and stood up from my desk. I look about me for a moment, still feeling heated and hurt, and I walked away. I walked all the way away, out the door and into the fresh air, and there I encountered a flower with the richest and most sumptuous bouquet. It was heavenly. I closed my eyes and I indulged in that delicious bouquet, allowed my nose to take it all in, and the bouquet filled my imagination with delights heretofore unknown. When I opened my eyes again, I felt cleansed, as if by a light summer shower. Nothing could bring me down at that point. A dog crossed my path, and I said hello to the dog. It was a wonderful moment. And once I felt centered and focused, I returned inside, walked to my desk, sat down, and I changed my dn to something ridiculous that referenced a butt. All was once again right in the world.
― I Don't Have Any Ears, I Am Positive (Old Lunch), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:02 (five years ago) link
I mean it was pretty blatantly obvious that it was about me, what else could it possibly be about
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:02 (five years ago) link
old butt otm
― the late great, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:02 (five years ago) link
no sniffs no butts
― Dmac TT (darraghmac), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:04 (five years ago) link
eek.
― Yerac, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:04 (five years ago) link
It was also blatantly obviously I was shouting you down and calling you a nut job conspiracy theorist huh
― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:04 (five years ago) link
GD you're being a jerk now, for realsies. sure this is an ilx orientation issue but you're taking too much glee in sticking the boot in
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:05 (five years ago) link
once again, in that case it was the collective impact of several people in one day saying the same thing, plus several more people saying the same thing the last couple of times a government official did something horrifying enough for people to be horrified at
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:06 (five years ago) link
katherine if you want a good laugh, search the posts, earliest first, of user 'haberdager', then come back and count your blessings
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:06 (five years ago) link
I don't want a good laugh, I just want people to like me again
sock?
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:07 (five years ago) link
I don't know what that means
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:08 (five years ago) link
performance art?
― the late great, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:08 (five years ago) link
like, I'm sorry. I really am. I genuinely don't understand how any of this happened, and if I say that a lot it's because I really, truly, genuinely, don't understand. if I understood I wouldn't say that I didn't.
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:10 (five years ago) link
Katherine, as I said on another thread, about 95% of the mentions I see of you on ILX are wholly positive and appreciative. My guess is that the majority of the posters in here who are currently being critical are also appreciative of your presence here. You’re not flipping a switch that makes people hate you or have a lifetime grudge against you. Most of the regular posters have conversational tics that probably annoy or frustrate others, but people like talking with them, as they like talking with you! I don’t want to relitigate what constitutes hostility or banter or disagreement, I just wish you wouldn’t always assume the worst about your status here.
― JoeStork, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:11 (five years ago) link
― JoeStork, Thursday, September 20, 2018 9:11 PM (fifty-one seconds ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
I mean, about 95% of the people in this thread seem not to be wholly positive or appreciative. one person outright said I should leave. I don't understand how to square that with this
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:12 (five years ago) link
i said you should leave because you might be happier not being here
― the late great, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:14 (five years ago) link
like it seems to cause you a lot of distress, so why not disengage? that’s what i do when ilx upsets me
― the late great, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:15 (five years ago) link
because even if I left or "disengaged" the opinions formed would still remain and they would not go away, and I would still remember them.
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:16 (five years ago) link
I think you should leave too. But it's not because I don't like you. Seems like it'd be best for you if you did.
― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:16 (five years ago) link
(also, me leaving seems like a far more drastic option than people not being hostile)
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:17 (five years ago) link
Katherine im trying to discuss the various performances in pygmalion and my fair lady and also the rules of 25 in the lads thread and it would be nice if you wanted to join whoever is in there to do so
― Dmac TT (darraghmac), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:18 (five years ago) link
I don't understand what's going on in that thread but I don't trust that it isn't mocking me
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:19 (five years ago) link
we're teaching you to ilx proper ;)
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:21 (five years ago) link
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:19 (three minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
i dont believe that you believe that but my offer is genuine and it stands
― Dmac TT (darraghmac), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:24 (five years ago) link
My point is that people being critical of one aspect of your presence here, on one thread, doesn’t mean they hate you, or no longer find your contributions worthwhile, and you should give both yourself and ilx in general a little credit.
― JoeStork, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:26 (five years ago) link
― JoeStork, Thursday, September 20, 2018 9:26 PM (three seconds ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink
this goes beyond merely "being critical" is the thing
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:26 (five years ago) link
Some quick detective work reveals that “katherine otm” is a lot more fuckin fruitful an ilx search than “JoeStork otm”
― JoeStork, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:28 (five years ago) link
I mean, counterweigh that against the past couple hours
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:30 (five years ago) link
to the best of my knowledge you don't have people showing you that level of hostility so I would trade places in an instant
JoeDork morelike!
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:31 (five years ago) link
man fuck joestork for reals
― Dmac TT (darraghmac), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:31 (five years ago) link
joe you can still come into the lads thread tho
― Dmac TT (darraghmac), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:32 (five years ago) link
owned
― JoeStork, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:32 (five years ago) link
half an hour of xposts:
again, why is the burden on me to leave a community where I enjoy discussing music and other topics, when I haven't done anything to be hostile to others
if you just talk about music and other topics and not about how one or two ppl perceive you, you can enjoy discussing music and other topics
nerds on here like talking about music, and you have interesting perspectives that are enjoyable to read
imago is accurate that he spent literal years here blowing up unrelated threads into referenda on his own posting style and board personality. absolutely nobody* hates him for talking about music he likes and films he watches and food he eats and birds he spots, despite literal years of ppl telling him he was making discussion impossible when he wanted to talk about whether people hated him or not. everyone** here understands what it's like to feel beleaguered in an online argument and to inaccurately believe that it matters if they don't stay involved and make their case repeatedly. when ppl advise dropping a bugbear, or avoiding a thread, or going afk and sitting in the park and looking at squirrels, it's because they think you will be happier and have a better time here generally, and wish that for you, not because they want you to shut up and leave. *guarantee not valid where legally prohibited
** this one too
― Gibing The Amethyst (sic), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:33 (five years ago) link
^end of discussion
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:34 (five years ago) link
actually do you hate me these days just kidding just kidding
but rea-
― imago, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:37 (five years ago) link
I mean at this point it's more like how 20 people perceive me. and that's just the people posting, god knows how the people who aren't posting perceive me, but I doubt it's favorable given the one-sidedness of this
― aloha darkness my old friend (katherine), Friday, 21 September 2018 01:39 (five years ago) link
I like you, so stick around. Everyone else is being way more butthurt than you.
― El Tomboto, Friday, 21 September 2018 01:42 (five years ago) link