This is a thread for ILXors ON THE WAGON (and for the Wagon Curious)

nah I liked it! I sleep way better with super limited booze intake, for one.

I only feel the unbearable sobriety when around others who are drunk i.e. some good friends invited me to karaoke Sat night and they will be fully loaded. I’m like, “do I have to?” Late-night dance parties are another example. Otherwise, no.

Christ yes I am hating being around my closest friends drunk when Im sober, but its also becase when sober I just dont want to beb social/talk to anyone and they all wont stop yammering on.

still on

Major wagon benefit: waking up early on weekends with zero effort, feeling good after a good night's sleep.

It still feels strange that I'll have been up and puttering about quite a lot on a Sunday morning, thinking "oh I guess it is about lunchtime," then looking at the clock and seeing it is 10:30 a.m.

That prick of joy has not gotten old.

^^^ ha yes I love that feeling and often reward myself with the mid-morning weekend nap. We’ve earned it!

Was at a big bat mitzvah party last night and accidentally took a big swig of someone’s clear booze drink, thinking it was my club soda. It tasted great tbh and many neurons in my brain perked up at the taste. Mixed feelings about that.

Major wagon benefit: waking up early on weekends with zero effort, feeling good after a good night's sleep.

It still feels strange that I'll have been up and puttering about quite a lot on a Sunday morning, thinking "oh I guess it is about lunchtime," then looking at the clock and seeing it is 10:30 a.m.

That prick of joy has not gotten old.

Also even if you don’t have to wake up early, you can stay up late and not feel like shit when you wake up if you haven’t been drinking!! A night person doesn’t need to turn into a morning person to reap the benefits of teetotaling 😎

My point is that staying up late does not need to include substance abuse! Seems obvious but it’s easy to forget in adulthood.

^^^agree. If I was having drinks I either didn't have or didn't pay attention to "bedtime!" signals. Now I notice when I feel like going to bed and just. . . go to bed.

First 18 days of the new year without a drink. I felt noticeably great for the first two weeks; my diet has improved and I've been reading and exercising. I have that lovely feeling of being ready and able at the weekends too, which really is quite a thing. It's my birthday next weekend so I'll see how I go.

Are you wanting to stay on the wagon despite birthday or?

I'm pretty sanguine about it. I'm enjoying the periods of clarity (I did 6 weeks sober in September/October), while also enjoying exploring different beers when I get the chance.

Wagon in Time of COVID revive

I'm coming up on a year. It really isn't difficult at all anymore. A wistfulness once in a. while, but it isn't uncomfortable like a craving.

I 100% believe that the experience of cutting out EtOH and dealing with that discomfort, developing distress tolerance, learning new coping skill, etc. is the reason I am weathering the current storm with pretty much no distress.

How are others doing?

EtOH ?

It’s what teletubbies drink

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethanol

good boy

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/b/b0/Ethanol-3D-balls.png/220px-Ethanol-3D-balls.png

I often try a dry patch in September (I teach and tend to overdo it in August for obvious reasons). I'm 14 days in and I'd forgotten how productive it can be. I've not written a symphony or anything but having that little bit of extra energy and mental stability means I'm walking/reading/gardening etc more.

I stuck a toe off the wagon while on vacation. Didn’t overdo it by any means but nevertheless concluded that I was not missing much except poorer sleep.

I worked at a small grocery store one summer and heard the harder they come soundtrack, and some Boz Scaggs record about 100 times each but I’m climbing aboard

i am on a few wagons. cigs for 5 years (by FAR the hardest), booze for one year and sugar since march and off of the edibles for...5 days? and other drugs i have managed to avoid pretty good aside from edibles. nobody ever offers me any for one thing. and i always could have reached out for lsd and mushrooms and other stuff from friends but i never do/did. i can live without them. even though i love them. thank the lord i never had a steady supplier of coke or i would be a goner. i know city friends who have those insane ala carte online delivery services and that shit would be the death of me.

so now its just me. naked and unashamed. what do i do???? guess i'll start a podcast...

I am more than seven years sober, and admitted to myself some time ago that I am a recovering alcoholic. Giving up drink was one of the best decisions I've ever made.

i have to say that giving up - most - sugar has been a revelation. i feel better, my feet got smaller (!!), and i lost 50 pounds without even really trying. i'm not on diet or anything. i still eat. but without sugar i just don't eat as much. i get full faster. i was a horrible binge sugar eater. i tend to be addictive in every capacity. maria told me its called "fog eating". just getting lost and not thinking like when taking drugs. i have overcompensated with carbs. i need to curb the chip habit. but who cares i feel really good overall. and i exercise. after smoking for so long it was cool to get doctor's visit report that said my lungs were 99% good to go.

life is funny. i honestly didn't think i'd make it this far!

Sometimes I’m on! Sometimes I’m off! Honestly it is less annoying to just be on and stay on but there is something to be said for a harm reduction approach.

I've always thought of sugar as just as bad a vice as alcohol or smoking. I remember a friend telling me once it was a lot harder for him to quit soda than it was to quit smoking.

I find it near impossible to go completely sober so my version of On The Wagon means no drinking at home unless friends are over. This usually results in me going out to bars more regularly but honestly that's a net plus because I'm otherwise too much of a shut-in. I wish I could adhere to this policy year-round but usually can only do a few weeks at a time, 2 or 3 times a year. I definitely notice and enjoy the mental and physical health improvements when I'm not going through a 6-pack plus a few whiskeys every night.

― Fetchboy, Monday, September 9, 2019 1:07 PM (four years ago) bookmarkflaglink

feeling this. I actually find I spend *more* time at bars now that I’ve cut back 7-8 months ago, and probably spend even more money. but I feel better about myself

my come to Jesus moment was a few years ago, one Sunday morning I woke up feeling pretty good and thought hmmm, that's odd. it just felt wrong. a minute later I realized it was because I actually hadn't been drinking the night before. I guess it had been so long since I had a sober Saturday that my body was confused by it

sugar since march and off of the edibles for...5 days?

Were the edibles sugar-free? I was curious, and found this illuminating example:

https://inhalemd.com/blog/calories-popular-cannabis-edibles/

Edipure Sour Gummi Bears – How many gummi bears do you think make up one serving? Maybe a handful, about a dozen gummies? Think again: there are 10 servings in a 10-piece pack. At 10 servings and 110 calories per serving, a tiny, 10-bear pack weighing just 39 grams packs in 1,110 calories – about two McDonald’s Big Macs. Edipure’s Watermelon Tart Gummies score similarly at about 120 calories per piece (1,200 calories per 90-gram package). While you wouldn’t eat all 10 gummies at once, even eating two or three will still rack up 220 to 330 calories. You get the same amount of calories from your average slice of cheese pizza. A full package contains 100 milligrams of THC, or 10 milligrams per dose.

I don't think that's right, unless the gummi bears are huge. I'm not sure you could make a normal-sized 110 calorie gummi bear if you tried. the thing with edibles is sometimes its confusing what's the whole package and what's 'one serving', everything I've bought with nutrition info on it has been 5-10 cals a piece

It’s been a little over a year since I stopped drinking and I don’t miss it. No caffeine for 6 months or so.

I am all about harm reduction lately. It's been really effective to just buy 1 or 2 those 19.2 oz cans instead of a 6-pack. Then I'm out and there isn't any more beer and I'm actually perfectly buzzed, to reason to have more. Folks have come over lately and I haven't had any in the fridge, which was previously unheard of.

*no* reason to have more

"Were the edibles sugar-free?"

that's why i added that "most" disclaimer up there. that has been the biggest source of sugar for me since march.

I find it near impossible to go completely sober so my version of On The Wagon means no drinking at home unless friends are over. This usually results in me going out to bars more regularly but honestly that's a net plus because I'm otherwise too much of a shut-in. I wish I could adhere to this policy year-round but usually can only do a few weeks at a time, 2 or 3 times a year. I definitely notice and enjoy the mental and physical health improvements when I'm not going through a 6-pack plus a few whiskeys every night.

― Fetchboy, Monday, September 9, 2019 1:07 PM (four years ago) bookmarkflaglink

feeling this. I actually find I spend *more* time at bars now that I’ve cut back 7-8 months ago, and probably spend even more money. but I feel better about myself

― k3vin k., Monday, October 23, 2023 3:16 PM

Feeling this too. I drink less at home than at bars.

i think its awesome if people can stop at 1 or 2 or 3 drinks in a night. i always wanted to be that person! wasn't in my genetic cards. thanks grandpa. thanks dad.

one of the biggest thing I noticed when I quit drinking: waking up didn’t suck as much

that's what edibles are good for, one of those and 2-3 drinks will get you squarely in the zone but without your body trying to stage a mutiny. since I figured this out I've only really had bad hangovers once every couple of months

I don't really drink any more since going through cancer treatment. I might have one beer once a week now and that's plenty (not that I had a problem before, but we were in a 'one drink on weeknights, two on weekends' phase for awhile). My wife stopped drinking for a few weeks after listening to a Huberman podcast, and now she's on the same plan and says her sleep is much better.

I have gotten into the habit of indulging myself daily when it comes to baked goods & desserts since getting well again...I don't drink soda or have any processed/commercial sugar, but I should probably not keep doing this indefinitely.

I woke up feeling pretty good and thought hmmm, that's odd. it just felt wrong. a minute later I realized it was because I actually hadn't been drinking the night before.

After I quit, I got tired really early (like, 7:00 or 8:00) and slept heavily and late for about 2-3 weeks. It's as though my body needed time to rebuild. I don't think I had slept that well since adolescence, and I don't think I've had many nights like that since.

From what I heard who is in the edible production biz, it's incredibly difficult to maintain consistent dosage... he showed me some charts and the QC was all over the place, something like ±22% tolerance.

I've always wondered if it's that or if it's the fact that your body processes them differently depending on what exactly you've eaten. I keep getting into this cycle of "huh, guess my tolerance has gone up" to "oh fuck no it hasn't"

i learned to go with certain brands that did it best and were the most reliable. camino. wana.

trouble is I don't live in a legal state, if I go out of state I probably won't be able to find the brand again, and the farm bill stuff they sell here is often very inconsistent. sometimes you gotta roll the dice

And so a thread about sobriety turns into a discussion of the merits of various brands of edibles LOL

i think that's the course of 12 step meetings at times.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhIcI-j-D6U

I woke up feeling pretty good and thought hmmm, that's odd. it just felt wrong. a minute later I realized it was because I actually hadn't been drinking the night before.

This reminds me of the old Frank Sinatra joke, “I feel sorry for people that don't drink because when they wake up in the morning, that is the best they're going to feel all day.”

that reminded me of that old joke: *you're drunk. well, madame, you are ugly, but at least i'll be sober in the morning.*

i thought it was w.c. fields and then i see this and yeesh its endless:

https://quoteinvestigator.com/2011/08/17/sober-tomorrow/

I was halfway down a beer back in early June and I said, you know what, I'm not enjoying this, and then I just didn't drink any booze for a night or three, and then I sort of got into the habit of not drinking any booze, which is pretty uncharacteristic for me, an old drug addict who stopped using hard drugs. but I'm middle aged now, and I'm a different person in a lot of ways, and I just kinda kept saying "this sleep I'm getting is too good to risk any drinks" (even one can throw me; I seldom have just one, have never really seen the point), so now I've been on the wagon for like four months. I'm not saying never ever, there's plenty of situations in which I can imagine myself having some wine in my line of work, but, gosh, I'm enjoying this so much more than I did when I was working the steps in my 20s on a court card etc. it makes such a difference to my body and to my sense of balance. the one thing is I have a lot of body image issues that bother me less if I'm altered but, you know, I just kinda deal with that now.